"Do I ask enough questions?"

What an odd question! It's so intense, so hard to answer, it makes my brain whirl as I desperately search for a way to phrase my answer to it. Yes, I ask enough questions. I'm constantly asking questions, demanding answers, sticking my nose into places where my nose doesn't belong. But perhaps the question should be " ( Read more... )

 "What makes me happy?"

The taste of rain in the air, the promise of spring being just around the corner as the bitter wind turns into a moist breeze! That's what makes me happy today. I want to fall asleep once more to the sound of raindrops beating down on my rooftop, to the sight of them splashing onto my windowpanes and sliding down the glass. ( Read more... )

Internet has been down for about a day and a half now. Guess that means that I break my record of posting all my diary entries on the specific day they were written to show proof of the timelines. Very crappy. Suppose it doesn’t matter though. Mom wants me to work on homework, and I have a lot of stories that need to be worked on. I’ll spend my ( Read more... )

 "If you were 12 and could see yourself now, do you think you'd be happy or disappointed, and why?"

God, it seems like such a long time ago now, and the twelve-year-old me feels like a stranger! But at best guess the twelve-year-old me would be shocked and so happy to see where I've gotten. I know that the sixteen-year-old self reading this is ( Read more... )

 
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 "What's next for me?"

Sleep, a black oblivion that sucks me down into its depths and gives me peace.  No written words, just the endless tales my mind spins and spins like a spider inside the silent places of my mind which I don't remember when I wake up. Stories upon stories which give me contentment and relaxation. Reprieve from the ache in my  ( Read more... )

 "Do I read enough?"

Well, considering it's all I've been doing today and for the last couple weeks I think so. I've found a great series by an Anita Blake FanFiction author. It doesn't look like the author is still around on LJ, but the stories that she left behind are really awesome and it's a shame we've lost someone so special. I hate when ( Read more... )

 "Do I work hard?"

Sometimes, but it seems like I've been falling into a downhill slump all year. I mean to work on my school work, I mean to write another original story, and I mean to have a life but then there's so much more interesting things to do like sleep or write FanFiction or read novels. I've been so lazy it's disgustingly pathetic. Even ( Read more... )

 "Do I take risks?"

Casey--whose name is spelt with a C, not a K as I previously thought a few months back--asked me out to Timmy's tomorrow morning so I just might take risks! We're also going to be lab partners again on the last of the Science field trips. It makes me happy because he's a good guy, always making me laugh and sitting with me ( Read more... )

 "What is your earliest vivid memory? Why do you think this memory stands out so much in your mind?"

My earliest, and most vivid memory, is about my father. That's rather shocking to me, but it's very precious to me because it's the only memory I have of my father at all. I think it's so vivid because I've tried to hang on to it for so long, and ( Read more... )