BITTER BITTER BITTER BITTER
about almost everything.
the only thing that I am directing positive feelings towards, is my bitterness, and the fact that I will get to have less and less contact with people.

I'm seriously the best hermit you've never seen. :D

Is there no depth?
anywhere?

I've never felt so alone.

oh my god,
everything that happens in high school is so important.
we should all make a really big deal about it.
and pretend that we've attempted any sort of self examination,
or gained any insight into what life is really about.
it'll be the biggest hoax ever attempted.

you are:
inconsiderate,
cold,
immature,
and disgusting.

the worst part, is you had me convinced you were the complete opposite.

Oh well, i never liked trusting my instincts anyway.

I haven't let myself hate, not even the last time this happened, but this time, somehow i dont think i can resist.

I hate you for what you've done,
I hate you so

well I've had about 3 near death experiences this past week.
nothing like that to shake up your outlook on life.

in short
I love my friends,
they keep me insane
and thats right where I want to be.

<3

this girl...
shes captured my mind
its unbelievable
no other person has ever felt this compatible
i dont care if theres a wait
i dont care if its eternity
this is the best thing ive found

so bring it

ive made mistakes drunk before too

if thats what it was, apologize and ill accept

otherwise
fuck
off

if you are from oak park, agoura let me just tell you one thing

GROW THE FUCK UP

YOU ARE ALL TWELVE YEARS OLD

YOU ARE ALL PATHETIC

YOU ARE ALL TWO-FACED

YOU ARE ALL FAKE

and lastly

YOU ARE ALL OUT OF MY LIFE

FUCK
YOU

i felt so confused

but now

for once
it feels clear