exhale

[regnis05]

So last night was a pretty rough night..a reminder that jolts me to tell me that i still dont have a hold on this...that i still dont have control...its always when i dont pray to God that it hits me and i find myself with my mouth full of food running to the bathroom...i am healed..i know i am but this battle just never seems to end..a lot has

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[l0st_n_f0und]

Every one's weight fluctuates, about a 5 pound range. Especially women, and especially people with Eating Disorders. Your body takes longer to digest food... And purging also dehydrates your body so when you get liwuid it holds on to all of it. Which is why it appears that you gained 10 pounds overnight. You really didn't though... don't worry... But the number is the number is the number, I know I know...
What is up with you weighing yourself again any way? I thought you had given that up a while ago... You should Ashley. Just stop weighing yourself all together.
About our phone calls... I'm sorry Ashley but unless you can wait until 9:30 your time to go to bed, we can't always talk. I have been really busy with moving out and everything... I am very dissapointed that we didn't get to talk to night. It scares me that you go to bed at 9:00. You are like a freaking old person hermit. ::shrug:: any ways, love ya, talk to you soon...

[needinneverland]

My weight fluctuates between ten pounds, sometimes 15. In a matter of days it can change drastically between those pounds.
Okay..see..there's a problem right there. You need to socialize. You need to fight off the desire to be in solitude. If you are doing something that's uncomfortable, that you don't want to do, you grow the most. Get out of the house, do it gradually, but do something. But get surrounded by people who will lift you up. Not pull you down. You need people who will bring you up. God wants you to lose weight in a healthy way. Not a self-destructing way. Working out and eating healthy are good but you're still purging.
Keep praying if it helps. do what you need to do to overcome this completely. Let God help you. He wants too.
Im sorry I haven't been able to comment a lot lately. I do read them though. Stay strong. And have a blessed day. Love you Ashley.

[l0st_n_f0und]

Yeah, see? Listen to Rita... She are's smart. Now see, two people are saying the same exact thing... You have to know it's true, you are just procrastinating... Bad Ashley