On the Inevitable

[reelbigcolin]

What I can't get over is the passage of time. Things keep changing and I keep living. I feel, more often than not, that my only anchor is myself and whatever I've bound to myself. It's just so strange to imagine all the things I've left behind and all the things that have left me behind. I know this sort of thing probably seems trite, but that's

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[greendaylnchbox]

Colin, I read this when it was first put up but i had to think about it. Transition is hard and tiring and you're a champ for being so adaptable, resilient. You might be right that nothing will ever be as good as Madison. When I left college, all I wanted in the world was to have back the Fordham I left. (which can never happen.)

On the other hand, you're a classical musician and you're a phenomenal person so chances are you're gonna have a lot more interesting, intense, beautiful relationships with life-giving people in well-loved, progressive cities that make you feel like you're at home. And that's not supposed to be a relief or assuage your fears or anything, it's just fact.

Love you, see you soon,
Gigi

p.s. my friend andrew said he'd help me move and he's really siked to hang out with you/us!