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[rednfiery]

i'm in my first fwb relationship since being dumped by the married man. i just got home from my fourth (fifth?) "date" with him. some observations

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[redshrike]

re: the weirdness:

listen to your gut. if you're getting twinges that tell you to hold back, hold back. trust your intuition.

also, i'm glad that you're getting enjoyment out of this, and even if it is just "practice," it sounds like fun.

[rednfiery]

thank you for the reminder about following / trusting my intuition. i have an utterly nonsensical, extremely bad habit of ignoring my gut instinct when it comes to intimate relationships, which of course gets me into all kinds of trouble -- and when i say trouble, i'm talking about bad trouble, not good trouble, if you know what i mean.

as long as i can remain in the moment, i do enjoy myself, and things just kind of go along naturally. sometimes, though, the weirdness sneaks up on me when we're together, and it really puts me off. if you have any strategies for keeping it in abeyance, please to be sharing them with me on sunday!