Comments | redbrickrose: [who was i trying to be?]

redbrickrose

[who was i trying to be?]

Apr 20, 2015 16:13

My air conditioning is out at my house, and while this doesn't bother me like it does my roommates because I run cold, so it has to get HOT before I'm really uncomfortable, I still find that the heat is sapping my energy and making me sluggish. Also possibly making me crankier than usual at my coworkers? I don't know. It's Monday and I'm always ( Read more... )

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elucidate_this April 20 2015, 20:49:36 UTC

it's better to be blue than to be over it.

redbrickrose April 20 2015, 20:54:59 UTC

I think about this song, and I think about Ryan's "Where I Belong" and I think about Spencer at ALL, and I think about the fact that I have been having feelings about all of them since 2007, and I just want to lie down with a blanket over my head and whimper.

elucidate_this April 21 2015, 19:02:28 UTC

I had never heard where i belong. holy jesus. the glitter is gone, Hannah, he's done with the dark.

excuse me while I dissolve into a puddle of feelings in the corner of my office.

[i tried to find some bandom icons over the weekend and I ended up strongly feeling that this was the only bandom icon I would ever need but now I disagree with myself because I want one of ryro painting birds on his face for this comment]

redbrickrose April 22 2015, 14:11:38 UTC

Right? I know I should have never left. I'd gotten tired of being buried. UGH.

It's fine. I'm fine. Nothing to see. Just leave me here to cry on the floor.

-me, every time I listen to that song, even months later

oddishly April 21 2015, 17:06:18 UTC

My life started the day I got caught under the covers with secondhand lovers? HE'S TALKING ABOUT RYAN'S EXES ISN'T HE. HE USED TO GET WITH RYAN'S GFS BECAUSE IT WAS ALMOST LIKE GETTING WITH RYAN.

Meanwhile I know I should have never left I'd gotten tired of being buried OH GOD

redbrickrose April 22 2015, 14:13:41 UTC

I did not go to the Ryan's exes place, but I like it and would read thousands of words of that happily.

Meanwhile I know I should have never left I'd gotten tired of being buried OH GOD

I knoooooooow. It just fits my whole headcanon of went all went down there SO WELL. Everything about this song is so many feelings, Helen. So many feelings.

quirkytaverna April 23 2015, 07:51:26 UTC

STOP IT FANDOM KEEPS ME DRAWING ME BACK IN AND I'M TOO BUSY BUT I WANT IT.

redbrickrose April 23 2015, 14:49:32 UTC

I've been actively wanting to get back into fandom. But maybe not back into Panic! fandom. That way lies pain always.