morning terrors

[redbeanbun]

cant sleep. must write.

I used to be able to sleep for forever. Back in highschool, when I lived in my attic bedroom that was so much like a tree fort, I could put away hours and hours in the constant hazy permadark. Sleep was my escape from so many things. I slept away my problems, not wanting to face reality and look around myself. It was so

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[uryuunotme]

I like it how you creative write your life, sort of like I do at times.

I'd like to trade places with you. I think I sleep too much now, instead of solving my problems. I'm starting to want more out of my life, but I have to wreck a lot of things to get there and I haven't been able to yet. /brofist on the fuckmylife

[redbeanbun]

yeah, creative writing my life is pretty therapeutic. maybe I'll keep doing these things and like, make a zine of them or something. I don't know. I love writing and never have a chance to do it anymore.

daps, my friend.

[faith_harris]

Hey you. I know we haven't talked in awhile, and we're mainly fandom-related buddies, but you ever need to rant (or just write out some violent boylove to feel better), you just let me know, okay?

You're crazy creative and fun; you deserve to feel awesome <3

[redbeanbun]

haha, thanks! I mean, I don't think I'm dying or anything, my brain just gets overly crazy when I wake up soooo early in the morning. I never write anymore! I love writing and I have absolutely zero reasons or opportunities to do so nowadays, so I think I'm sort of channeling that desire by creative writing my life. There's good stuff happening too, but it's just less fun/relieving to write about, you know? ha.

yeah, I miss us writing together! we have such similar paces. lets do it again sometime. keepin it casual, you know, you know. thanks! :D

[faith_harris]

I understand crazy-brain syndrome entirely. Writing usually helps me too. I'm just glad to know that there are good things happening in your life as well.

YES. I miss writing with you. You were always one of my favorite RP partners. <3

[kylavanderklugt]

You seem to think you've failed at a lot of things but YOU DON'T FAIL IN THE CREATIVITY DEPARTMENT. Lord I am such a voyeur, but I do enjoy reading other people's creative self-therapy writing... uh... not that I'm enjoying your sleeplessness.
I always find sleeping in a new place helps! I haven't slept in my bedroom in ages.

[nakunaru_hikari]

If you ever need someone to talk it out to, I'm always around, always on AIM. I've certainly been there myself, god knows.