i had a vivid dream about living in a dining hall last night. life was this video game which was being played by a little girl, so all choices were hers. i beat levels 1, 2, and 3, but they were all meaningless, but level four started with me sliding down a huge rope, like you know how people do it when they have like a handkercheif and then they ( Read more... )

school is over and i moved a huge pile of bark mulch into the woods. blisters all over the palms of my hands. tonight we will sleep in a tent outside and get rained on, but whatever. i wonder, which way will this summer be?

i'm trying to think of words to describe whats going on, but its a wordless situation. today was last day of classes. i drove around for a long time and played jazz music, and went on a photographical journey, and yelled in my car at nobody. i read the bell jar and then thought that i was going insane. i rented "crouching tiger hidden dragon" ( Read more... )

who am i kidding, i don't know shit about any sort of shit. days are getting longer and the rain stopped for a little while so it felt alright to just smoke in the woods, get up close. in the middle of the woods, i watched two unknown dirtbikers ford a river. they got stuck a bunch of times. those are the kind of things that make life ( Read more... )

the next week will be full of strange happenings

its time to make an entry with some words ( Read more... )

some pictures:

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yesterday i took the SATs and got drunk in uxbridge and drove around a lot, and ate ice cream cake, and basked in the early may heat wave. and today, i talked to this homeless musician for a long time and we gave him a ride to union music and also we made a stir-fry and i drank free juice and spoke spanish to a woman who had a very small dog named ( Read more... )

( a survey )

i consider my life a year ago and find that i was ridiculous this time last year. smoking pot all the time during school, falling under the influence of the ecstasy mind configuration, and quitting smoking.
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