In the arms of my angel

[rebirthal]

Tonight, I thought about heaven. In the bedroom, dimly lit four walls snuggled up against my boy in my bed. Talking about what comes next. What comes after this temporal place. I know what I know about heaven. And I'm satisfied at that. I know what I leave behind can never compare to what I inherit but I mourned for my loss within the four walls of

Comments

[bronzer]

sweetie.. dont be too sad.. God has His plans for your life.. i often think about Heaven too and wonder if we'll ever get bored up there =P i know the thought of losing ur loved ones, ultimately over religion is a sad thing.. dat's why its our responsibility to do what's right to bring then home with us. cheer up k? luff u babe..

[rebirthal]

i know. i mean not the bringing home part is the deal. home is a totally different league(where we might be totally happy without the people who made us happy before which is great but sad at the same time). i know it's nothing to really get upset about, but in neurotic amanda land, it is.

[_alreadydead]

babydoll,its okay. i understand what your feeling..often i lie awake at night crying at the thought of either being the one to go first and him being upset..or him going first and me living the rest of my life in sorrow,id probally kill myself so I could be with him. But..hunny,try not to think bout those things. You have a long life ahead of you *hugz*. Plus they say heaven is perfect we'll never be bored or unhappy or sick..and if our lovers realize that were happier..they too will be comforted *Hugz*
<3Rach

[rebirthal]

i tend to overthink things, then dance around in melancholy.
thanks for the comment. it was sweet.

[_alreadydead]

You welcome hun:)

[feuerfee]

Wow, that is such a touching, beautiful entry you wrote. It really is touching.

But don't worry about tomorrow. Enjoy today. You are still so young, heaven is far, far away.

However, I'm happy for you that you have a person in your life that loves you and you love so much. It is very special and rather rare these days. :-)

[rebirthal]

i suppose it is. we all meant to find our loves(be at a partner or otherwise) one way or another and i'm glad i've found a piece of my puzzle. thank you for reminding me of that.
i'm still gonna think about heaven though, the sadness of it can never ever override what it really is, a final place.

[capstan]

that was really beautiful.

[slumbermydarlin]

lovely...