HAPPY EASTER EVERYONE!!!!!!

ps... i'm 15, now! driving here i come....

I, my friends, am going to El Salvador. for a week. with my youth group. ROCK ON!!! i am *so* psyched! i can't hardly tell you how excited i am. i'm just- so- OH! banana! i- feel so alive- for the very first time! like, whoa. yay. ok, rambling!!!!

so today was the, aherm, "servant auction" (i know... so politically correct...) where our church ( Read more... )

I JUST REALIZED THAT AS OF WEDNESDAY I CAN SAY KISS ME NOW THAT I'M OLDER!

ok. so i wrote a very meaningful post, but i accidentally deleted it... crap. here's the jist of it.

i hung out with bria! all day yesterday because she'll be leaving me during spring break to go to GERMANY and ski in the alps, and stay in munich, and shop in Milan, Italy. so, yes, i am insanely jealous and plan to climb into her carry-on bag at ( Read more... )

i made a huge mistake. last night... i thought it was meant to be. that the time was right. that it would bring us closer. that, i don't know, that then maybe i would be loved. all i know now though, is that i can't change what happened, and i can't go back to the way it was, but i'm never going to be the same. and that's what scares me. all i kept ( Read more... )

we live in a world full of media. in order to survive, we must have a phone, the television, cable, a computer, internet, dsl, msn messenger, aol im, and, my friends: a cell phone. making my home in urban america, i am priviliged to all of the above, except for the last, most coveted item: a cell phone. for years i have struggled to float aloft in ( Read more... )

since i spent the day on my couch, you can only imagine that i'd want more from the television than just the Newlyweds reruns, Married in Cancun game shows, pre-K cartoons, and soap operas that i'd come to expect during the day. naturally, i was forced to cunsolt *megaphone voice* THE MOVIE LIBRARY! for those of you taht have never been to my house ( Read more... )

thanks to michi for making this list possible ( Read more... )

i first got Golden Rainbow Sparkly Heart Rose when i was three years old, for Christmas. quickly, my parent's decided that the shorter name of Goldie would work much better. i agreed. i love her so much! it seems cheesy, but Goldie has been more comfort sometimes than any other person. today, this morning, i found out that she had died. my kitty ( Read more... )

so i woke up around 12:30. crawled downstairs. turned on the television and watched like 3 hours worth. crawled to the kitchen and ate a fudge cicle. and robatussson. and advil. and sudafed. took a shower. read rock hard apps. (finished it... it's good but it's not homework.) got on lj. told you about my day. now, i'm either going to ( Read more... )