mamadrama hellscape dreamland
Last night’s dream: I was 18 again. It was graduation day. For some reason I did not make it to graduation, I just blew it off and did not go. I was at my parent’s house, it was like I had just moved back in but there was not really any room for me, so all my stuff was piled in a corner. I was hanging out with my parents and mentioned that I was
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I looked up oven in an online dream dictionary and they said it was often s symbol of the womb. Which I find very interesting, though I usually find that plugging words into a dream dictionary leaves out all the emotional overtones and does not account for the general shade or personal specifics of the dream. In my regular life I am aware of what needs to be done (none of which really has anything to do with my mother), and what I could do if I would put some more effort into it, and I have put in motion a lot more of crucial elements than I usually give myself credit for. But in my head I am still failing, and when I feel like I am failing, my mother creeps in and hijacks my brain. I did once dream that I smacked her in the head with a cast iron pan, and that stopped the mom dreams for years. Apparently I need to just be successful and stop letting her bully my sleep.
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