Ahhh I can't sleep...I don't know why. Maybe anticipation for tomorrow (or today really) Maybe I'm just in a really hyper mood. Why do you put me in these moods? I can't ever get out of them. Weirdo moods. I just keep thinking about tomorrow. It's just like every other day....every other day that I'm off and I see you. I don't know why this one's ( Read more... )

I thought I would wake up this morning and everything would be different.

I thought I would sleep it off and forget everything that happened last night.

I thought I still wouldn't be overwhelmed with everything.

Guess I was wrong. Just like everything else.

I was wrong to think everything would be ok after a night of sleep.

I was wrong when I ( Read more... )

I love the morning wake up call. A gentle kiss on the lips is always pleasant in the mornings. I loved the warmth we had when you crawled into bed with me. I just love the feelings I get when you surprise me like that.

I can't take it anymore.

I can honestly say...I don't think I could go a day and not have you on my mind.

ok...work is really starting to get to me. When you really have no free time over the summer means you're kind of working too much I guess. Not cool at all. Sleep...come home..and more sleep. Where does that leave time for anything else...or anyone else. Kind of depressing that I have to live the life of an adult and I'm not even that legally yet. ( Read more... )

Sitting here, watching you. It makes me realize what I need, what I want. Your face when you look at me with that mischevious grin, I just want to grab you and hold you. All the sadness can come flooding back and I would just laugh. You are my hope for the future, and is gay as that sounds youve made me become who I am today. I love you. I love you ( Read more... )

i want to hug you ( Read more... )

I think I'm going to be sick. For more reasons than one. The Mcdonalds is starting to get to me. It's no good after 8 I think. They don't cook anything new after then. There are other reasons I don't feel well. I feel like someone just punched me in the stomach....I could hear something in the background when I called. You could always lie. This ( Read more... )

School's out and it doesn't even feel like it. I thought you were supposed to be all happy because it's summer and you get to do whatever you want. eh...it just feels like the weekend to me...like I have to get up and go to school tomorrow or something. I guess it hasn't dawned on me that next year is my last year. It goes by really fast too. I ( Read more... )