I feel quite somber tonight. 5 years from now maybe I won't have to. 5 years from now maybe that will be the future instead of trying to plan and get things in order for it. One day I'll look around and realize I'm living what I thought the future should be. But even then isn't there still another future to plan and get ready for? Not to worry ( Read more... )

So I've had a really good few weeks since we've been back from NY. I miss my cousins and stuff up there, but I mean I always do cause they're my family. I've been with my friends a lot and keeping myself busy. Haivng those guys around is as just as much fun as when we first met in highs school. I've been writing a lot, writing makes me feel like ( Read more... )

oh elise it doesn't matter what you say
i just can't stay here every yesterday
like keep on acting out the same
the way we act out
every way to smile
forget
and make-believe we never needed
any more than this
any more than this

oh elise it doesn't matter what you do ( Read more... )

NY trip 2007 is in the top 3 vacations I've ever had. Period. It was nothing short of amazing I just don't know how I'm going to get used to regualr life again. It was a constant party up there, just laughing and fun for a constant 5 days. The day at the Hampton with my cousin and her friend was the best day for sure. All of her friends are amazing ( Read more... )

My head feels like it's going to explode these past 2-3 days. I know it's summer break, but man do I still have a lot on my mind. Not all bad things but still things to think about, a lot of things. Hopefully I can decompress in New York this week and start fresh when we get back. Mike and I fly out tomorrow morning at around 10 and land somewhere ( Read more... )

Man I've been so contemplative these past few days and nights. It's a good thing. One day all the things I think about will be settled. Mike and I had a good night tonight, and tomorrow is breakfast with the guys. Dave you'll be there in spirit, but damn I wish so bad you were gonna be there.

So (+44) was FUCKING amazing. I went to the show alone, I did miss Mike there with me. But it was really serene and calming watching one of my heros play. That might sound stupid considering I was in the middle of a fucking ampitheatre but I was in my own little zone. They played a great set.

Lycanthrope ( Read more... )

So I'm kinda regreting this decision I made today. I asked out this nurse I work with. Sounds like a good thing cause we're suppose to get together sometime before I leave for NY. But I dunno. She's super nice, quite cute and we have stuff to talk about but I think in the end we'll be too different. I know one date can't hurt but still. She's kind ( Read more... )

So I was on my cousin Effie's myspace today and I realized how badly I miss all of my cousins in upstate New York. I haven't seen them in a really long time. And it occurred to me that for our whole lives we will be in and out of each other's lives. We all know different people and we don't really know what's going on in our daily lives. But they' ( Read more... )

So I haven't posted here in a while now. I started a new blog at wordpress. I like it's tools a lot more. But the posts aren't nearly as personal, I'll still use this one. If not to just read my friends' posts and reply to them. I'm sure I'll still write in this one for some of my more personal shit. Here's the link to the other one: Leave a comment  5