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[razor_cut_arm]

I"m a weak person. Your words mean more then you'll ever know.. and maybe you didn't mean it, maybe you didn't realize it but I listen to what you say. I'm a weak person.. you said it yourself there's no taking it back.. there's no reversing it. I've learned the true way of thinking. I'm a weak person. You didn't directly say it to me, and you

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[scarsrscripture]

that relates to me. i am week if i cry i amd a pievce of worthless shit if i cry. u lost someone completley, i just had someone walk out. i am nothing if i cry, thats how i was raised and i wish i could cry, i wish i was normal, but im not. if i cry it will make me feel, i try and not feel hurt cause i dotn like it. i cant cry cause that would mean completely admitting that daddy left. i dotn want to do that. i want to hold on to my fantisy reality. Crying will make what is real, real. i am nothing if i cry b//c i will be depressed. You will never be nothing, you are so much better, so much more real. i am not. i dont cry b//c i cant. i make mysef senceless when im upset, you deal witht hings like they should be dealt, i hide my problems. i wish i could be more like you. u are not like me, you are so much better. you are real! i want to be real. i want to cry, but that would mean loosing my dad all over again. please dont take the things i say about myself personally, they are my thoughts relating to me. not you, you are perfect.

[freak6]

have you fotget about why_cut?