This is not a cry for help. This is me finding something beautiful in something most would have simply dismissed. In a weird way I feel the same way about people. So many so easily dismissed and rarely an effort made to see that there is in fact something beautiful if only you would take the care to look beneath the surface. But that's not really ( Read more... )

Things are good. . they have been for awhile- save for a few shitty moments where things threatened to unravel my teetering contentment. Aside from those, things have been relatively well. I'll begrudgingly admit that I really miss some old friends. Some gone because we've grown different directions, taken different paths, and chosen to ( Read more... )

I still read your entries. . . I just don't post much here anymore.

<3

I still think of you from time to time. I miss you, jelly. I'd love to be your friend again.

I've been writing my journals in Word and just saving them by the date, which is why I haven't been posting here as much. I guess I could copy and paste them but for the most part, I disclose a lot that I typically wouldn't here. . . so forgive me if I do this only sporatically. Here's my most recent entry, slightly edited for LJ viewing ( Read more... )

He stands in line behind a young man and woman at the coffee shop, where he's a regular customer. The young man fiddles with items on the counter while she orders a coffee, pays and heads out the door. The young man swipes the tip jar, and Kreutz, in the spur of the moment, gives chase.

What happened next is not caught on tape. Police say the two ( Read more... )

I am finding out that maybe I was wrong
That I've fallen down and I can't do this alone

Stay with me, this is what I need, please?Sing us a song and we'll sing it back to you ( Read more... )

There are two tragedies in life. One is to lose your heart's desire. The other is to gain it.
George Bernard Shaw"Here. Feel it." She grabs my hand and pulls it to her, my palm firmly against her chest a moment before I pull away. It doesn't feel right, even as a joke. These things should be saved for someone you care about- or at least someone ( Read more... )

Maybe we can meet again
- further down the river -
and share what we've both discovered
then revel in the view

The Good Left Undone
Rise AgainstIn fields where nothing grew but weeds ( Read more... )