I'm reminded almost every day that there are people who have it far worse than I do. There are people who have the exact same cancer I do and who are undergoing the exact same treatment, who are doing worse than I'm doing and having more problems. There are people with other kinds of cancer who also have it far worse than I do. My dentist told me
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Pain and illness are tiring and exhausting and that is one of the nastiest things and hardest to get used to. I was supposed to be meeting regularly with Amnesty International, the White House and the ACLU by now, finishing another book and traveling to Tuscany. I woke up, had coffee, did laundry (note that I did not fold or put any of it away) and slept for like 5 hours. Weak and helpless is nasty. And look how successful I am at it after over 30 years. It will change. AND people get it better than we realize.
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try to do fun stuff with the people I love, even if it means they end up watching me snooze a lotDid I ever write up the houseboat trip I took with friends when I was going through the worst of my pernicious anemia? That was pretty much exactly as you say. I'd surface for twenty minutes, people would chat with me, then I'd have to go back to my bunk and sleep for a few more hours, all amid beautiful scenery. On one over-ambitious day, I joined my friends for a hike. I lasted about fifteen minutes, after which I sat down under a tree and told them to go on and come back for ( ... )
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Your description of the houseboat trip reminds me so much of the trip I took to the Olympic National Forest with my sister after the radiation was done, including the short hike to Second Beach, where I had to stop and snooze on a driftwood log for a while. Because it was a sunny day (whereas it had been stormy up until that day), it was actually very pleasant, despite the fact that I had absolutely no energy for exploration of the beautiful beach.
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