Joined Leading Edge Gymnastics again today ( Read more... )

is good!

just wish i was hanging out with people more often or that people weren't getting busy last minute and canceling plans

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i feel like crap :[

why do i keep feeling sick

so since christmas i've continually kept getting sick :[

i've been to the doctor three times

one for the sore throat and losing my voice

the second time i was apparantly sick

than today the doctor said it might be a mycoplasm infection and gave me antibioticals and so far they have made me worse :[

Ray and I are taking a month break

we need time out of a relationship and to ourselves

we are going to remain best friends

we figure a break is good

we won't feel as stressed about everything we do and how it will affect the other

i hope in a month though we will be back together

but ya i can only hope :[

I got two jobs now haha

Lombardis as a bus/hostess

and doing some filing thing whenever i have the time

pretty sweet, both are good jobs

"the best thing you can do is find a person who loves you for exactly what you are. Good mood, bad mood, ugly, pretty, handsome, what have you, the right person will still think the sun shines out your ass. That's the kind of person that's worth sticking with."

I loved Juno!

Heath Ledger died today...

I'm devastated he was such a good actor :[ I loved a knight's tale and ned kelly also i'm sure i will love him as the joker in the new batman movie

third day of not being able to talk

it sucks so much.

you take for grant talking somethings

its so hard to need to say something or have the urge to explain something and when i try to talk it hurts and hardly anything can come out

it's starting to take its toll on me

i just something to make me smile

nyquil did not work at all

up all night and my runny nose and cough never stopped

oh and i have no voice

so no school for me... really close to finals too :/