I'm getting anxiety again and it really sucks. I was feeling anxious all day yesterday... I don't know if it was the viva pinata or school starting on monday. In reality, I really don't give a shit but apparently my body does. Jessi is sick, i don't want to talk about it.

I don't think that its very nice that people have been making 'speculations' about me.

it really really sucks when you are betrayed by a friend.

last night was amazing! Carson and I went down to the Club and met up with Juan. We went to garden cafe and ate fake meats. We went back to the Club and hung out in the bus. Met a lot of dudes on the tour and watched a few of them have a world of warcraft party in the back of the bus. This one weird kid was making a silverstein dvd which I might be ( Read more... )

I'm taking a million summer classes. My anxiety is basically nonstop. I have it everyday, worse than I've ever had in my entire life. Life is good, it's just not right now. I really really need a break.

I am cool again. I am cool again.
Got myself a neat little internship. I rule.

It is the eve of summer. I'm kinda pissed that I wont be able to go down south as much as I would like to. I feel like I've been putting off visiting the entire year hoping that I would have time to do it this summer. With the internship, Job, summer classes and my crappy car... I don't know if it will happen ( Read more... )

EH journal ( Read more... )

I've been so out of touch with livejournal that its not even funny. I've had this thing for about 5 years now in hopes that I could use it to look back on what I was doing at a certain place and a certain time. Its proven to be true on occassion but I am just not interested in sifting through all the memories for a particular one when I could just ( Read more... )

racing racine ( Read more... )

I'm poorer than I have ever been in my whole life ( Read more... )