Title: Do you want to? Sequel to The princess and the wolf in sheep's-clothing
Pairing: Ryoda, mention of Akame
Rating: AU, NC-17
Genre: Romance, smut, a little drama
Length: 3503 words
Disclaimer: It would be really fun, if you could just order them online, and in a week they would arrive in a box all plastered with signs saying FRAGILE on them.
Summary: It's been three weeks since Nishikido Ryo's and Ueda Tatsuya's hot encounter and so far everything seems good although they haven't really “done it” yet. Ryo is waiting patiently and often tells Tatsuya not to feel bad about not being ready but Tatsuya still feels down about it and so he asks the biggest slut known to man for advice...
A/N: Here is the sequel, I hope you like it <3
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The heavy raindrops of the night hit the big windows with such force they sounded like they were about to break into a thousand pieces and the thunderstorm outside was sending lightning after lightning across the dark sky but the two lovers panting for air didn't pay any attention to anything else but the other's hard breathing.
Tatsuya had cuddled up against Ryo and was now resting his head on the other's chest trying to make his breathing go back to normal again, Ryo was stroking his lover's copper hair with his hand while his head was still filled with Tatsuya's pleasure-filled face.
Tatsuya pressed himself closer to Ryo, he was happy and yet there was this lump in his throat he couldn't get rid off.
“I'm sorry...” He whispered and although Ryo was still high on adrenaline he knew instantly what the other was talking about.
“How many times do I have to tell you, Tatsuya?” Ryo cupped the younger's face in his hands and looked him straight in the eyes. “If you're not ready then you're not ready, it's as simple as that. I would never force you to do anything you don't want to and I'll wait 'til the end of time if I have to.” He pressed a soft kiss on Tatsuya's plump lips leaving the latter confused.
"Why? Why would you be willing to do that?” He asked as a tear escaped his eyes.
Ryo leaned closer, wiped away the tear with his thumb and smiled softly.
“Because I love you, Ueda Tatsuya.” He kissed him again and pulled a blanket over their naked bodies before he drifted into sleep.
But Tatsuya laid awake, he let the sound of the heavy rain outside drown the thoughts that were constantly bothering him.
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“Have a good night.” Kame sent a dazzling smile to the female store-clerk before walking out off the empty store with an embarrassed Tatsuya. The girl behind the counter blushed like crazy and leaned over the counter to capture one last glimpse of the gorgeous guys.
“I can't believe you just did that.” Tatsuya looked at his classmate in shock. Sure, he had heard that Kamenashi was bold but he never thought that he would seduce a store-clerk just for a couple of beers.
“What?” Kame asked with a smile and threw Tatsuya a can before opening his own and took a sip before sitting down on a bench in the big park.
“What do you mean 'what?'?” Tatsuya opened his can as well. “I can't believe you made that girl sell us alcohol even though we are obvious high-school students.” Kame just chuckled.
“What are you whining about? You're drinking, aren't you?” He took another sip and watched as Tatsuya's cheeks turned into a pinkish shade.
“Whatever.” He muttered and took another sip before looking up at the dark star-filled sky. It was a cold night and he had snuck out off the house, leaving Ryo sleeping alone in his room, to meet Kamenashi. If his boyfriend knew that he was out that late at night alone with only Kame for protection Ryo would probably kill him himself.
No, Ryo must never find out that Tatsuya had left him behind.
“So...” Kame nudged the other with his elbow to get his attention again. “What did you want to talk to me about?” He leaned back on the bench where they were sitting and looked at Tatsuya's face closely.
“Well...” Tatsuya fidgeted a little with the hem of his jacket while answering. “I...I have this… problem.” Tatsuya looked up to face Kamenashi who smiled at him with an otherwise unreadable expression on his clean-cut face.
“I assume that since you're asking me it's about sex?” Kame asked but it sounded more like a statement and he chuckled when he saw how Tatsuya's face this time turned from pinkish to reddish. “Well, if that's the case you've come to the right man.” Kame said proudly with a smirk.
Tatsuya took a deep breath before explaining his problem.
“You see, I have been dating this... person... for a while but we still haven't... you know...”
“Had sex?” Tatsuya was amazed at how he could say it with such a straight face but nodded at his question and continued.
“He says he's fine with it but I feel like I'm just ruining things for him.” Tatsuya wore a straight face but the sadness in his voice did not go unnoticed to Kame who awkwardly patted his classmate's back.
“Don't worry about it, I'll help you so cheer up, will you?” Tatsuya looked up at him with such relieved eyes Kame for a moment felt a little jealous at the man whom Tatsuya was talking about.
“Really?”
“Really.” Kame smiled and opened a new beer for himself before opening another one and handed it to Tatsuya but the later just looked at him with an annoyed look in his eyes.
“I can't handle alcohol that well, you of all people should know that.” He glared at the other and Kame felt how his chest tightened a little as he placed the can next to him.
“I see you're still blaming me for that...” He said and took a sip from the new can of beer in his hands.
“Well, I have every right to be mad about it! Come on, Kame. You dragged me into some club, got me drunk and then you just left me alone to go fuck some stranger. I was in the hospital for three weeks and it took the police four weeks to find the guy.” The venom in Tatsuya's voice made Kame feel even more guilty than before.
It was true that he had left Tatsuya alone in the club in the arms of some guy, but the guy that Kame had picked up was such a hottie and he was so good with his hands he made Kame completely forget about his friend. It wasn't until he came back to school after the weekend that he found out about Tatsuya being in the hospital with a concussion, a broken wrist and three broken ribs.
Apparently the guy that Kame had left him with had pulled Tatsuya outside after Kame had left, he had been really pushy but even though Tatsuya was drunk he still had enough common sense to say no but the guy hadn't seemed to care and just continued pushing the issue until he got violent and Tatsuya fought back.
The guy had gotten so pissed he had attacked Tatsuya and he hadn't stopped hitting him until the latter was unconscious and then he had just left him. Fortunatly he hadn't done anything else to Tatsuya but that didn't stop Kame from feeling guilty.
He had never felt more pathetic in his life than when he found about Tatsuya and he had rushed to the hospital despite the fact that he knew that he would spend two weeks in detention with Akanishi-sensei.... Not that he minded though, Akanishi Jin was an incredibly hot guy when he took those thick glasses of and messed up that slick hair. Akanishi... No, Jin was usually a very passionate lover but that all depended on why Kame was in detention. The time when he rushed to Tatsuya Jin had not gone easy on him so Kame hadn't been able to walk straight for three days.
But when Kame saw Tatsuya laying on the hospital-bed covered in bandages he didn't mind if Jin killed him, he felt so guilty about Tatsuya's condition he had just cried while waiting for his classmate to wake up.
“Oh, what the fuck!” Tatsuya's voice brought Kame back from his thoughts and when his friend reached over him and grabbed the open can he just smiled.
“I thought you said you couldn't handle alcohol.” Kame laughed even though the guilt was still eating away in his chest. It had already been six months since the unfortunate incident but Kame still sometimes felt like he didn't deserve to be around Tatsuya but for some reason they still hung out with each other.
“... You know I never really blamed you, right?” Tatsuya said after a long silence between the two.
“What?” Kame asked surprised, he must have heard wrong.
“I never blamed you for what happened that night...” He took another sip. “I was mad that you left me but I never blamed you for what happened after that.”
“Why?”
“Because I know you, you would never have left if you knew what was going to happen. It wasn't your fault that guy turned out to be a bastard.” He elbowed his friend a little when he noticed the tears making their way down Kame's pretty face.
“Thank you.” His friend turned to him while wiping the tears with what resembled a smile.
They were silent for another couple of minutes, the night was getting colder and Kame was actually thinking about heading home when he felt a hand on his arm.
“So, what do I do?” Kame looked at his friend with raised eyebrows.
“What?”
“What do I do with my problem, you said you would help me.” Tatsuya's eyes were clouded and Kame quickly calculated that he was drunk but since his friend's voice was clear and articulate he didn't push the issue about going home.
“Right...” Kame turned around so that he was sitting face to face with Tatsuya. “Let's start like this: How long have you been together?” Tatsuya thought for a second before answering.
“Three weeks.”
“And you haven't had sex yet?! Wow, you have some resistance-power, if it was me I would have slept with him the first night.” Tatsuya couldn't figure out if his friend was praising him or mocking him but he decided to stick with the latter.
“Am I being a jerk not to let him sleep with me? I mean: He says he doesn't mind and that he would wait forever if he had to but...”
“He actually said that to you?! Who is this guy, Tat-chan?” Kame looked at him in shock.
“Well... He's just a guy.” Tatsuya felt a little awkward because of Kame's reaction. Was Ryo really just playing him?
“If I were you I would never let that guy out of my sight. If what you just said is true you sure have hit the jackpot, not many guys in this town would be willing to wait for sex. Most of the time it's just: You meet, you have sex, you go home. Simple as that.” Kame explained and inside he was bubbling with curiosity as to who this guy was.
“R... Really? Then Ryo isn't playing me after all...” Tatsuya mumbled but Kame had heard every word.
“Ryo? Is that his name?!” He knew he was acting like a girl but he really wanted to know.
“Umm.” Tatsuya nodded feeling a bit embarrassed talking about Ryo like this. “So what do you think I should do?” He asked and looked up at Kame again and this time his words were not as clear as before.
“Do you like him? Like seriously like him.” Kame looked his friend in the eyes and Tatsuya blushed at his friend's words.
“I...I don't really know.” He stuttered.
“What do you feel when he looks at you?” Kame tried to make his friend realize his feelings the best way he could and it seemed to work.
“I feel all warm inside and when he puts his arms around me I wish he'd never let me go.” Kame looked at his classmate whom he had known since they were kids, he had never seen him with such sparkling eyes and the smile on his face was that of an angel.
“Well, it appears you love him.” Kame simply said and it caused Tatsuya to shiver slightly.
“W...What are you talking about? I... I can't be in love with him.” He stuttered but Kame just smiled at him.
“Why? What's so wrong about being in love with someone like that? He sounds like a really nice guy and if I had someone like that I would never keep my feelings inside. You should tell him how you feel.”
“But... What about the whole sex-thing? What do I do about that?” Tatsuya emptied the can and reached for another one but Kame stopped him by moving the cans further away from him.
“You shouldn't drink anything else tonight, Tat-chan. And to answer your question: It's all about trust, if you don't trust him there is no point in thinking about having sex with him. But if you do trust him I don't really see the problem.” Kame said in an all-knowing voice but there was still something serious in his voice that caught Tatsuya's attention despite his intoxicated state.
Suddenly he leaned in and pressed his lips sloppily against Kame's before leaning back against the bench with a drunken smile on his face.
“It's not the same.” He said still with the smile on his face. “It's not the same as with Ryo.”
Kame stared into the air in front of him, still shocked by Tatsuya's actions when he heard an angry voice.
“Tatsuya! What the hell are you doing out here this late?!!!” A man came towards them with determined steps and an angry look on his face.
“Ryo? What are you doing here?” Tatsuya murmured while blushing when Ryo cupped his cold face between his warm hands to look into his eyes.
“Are you kidding me?! Do you realize how worried I was when I woke up and you were no where to be found?! I thought you might have been abducted or something....” Ryo's angry faded into a small one and he turned his face away from Tatsuya when he felt the tears falling in relief.
“Ryo... I'm sorry.” Tatsuya whispered, he felt bad about scaring Ryo like that. He never thought he would wake up before he got back home so he didn't think it would matter.
Kame looked how the older man lifted Tatsuya up on his back with a relieved look on his face, he recognized the man as the one that had followed Tatsuya to school three weeks ago. He had stopped coming to the school during the day but he always waited for Tatsuya when he was heading home and Kame felt a little less curious after finding out who Tatsuya's boyfriend was.
“I'll take him back and I trust you to go straight home.” Ryo said to Kame before turning around and started to walk away but stopped a few feet away from the bench. “And by the way: Kiss my boyfriend again and I will kill you.” Ryo smiled at him but it was the kind of smile that made Kame's chest tighten. “He's dead-serious.” He thought with a smile, picked up the empty cans, placed them in the bag and slowly walked towards a familiar place belonging to a certain Akanishi Jin.
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“You must be the dumbest smart person I have ever met.” Ryo said when he put Tatsuya down on his bed. The master and the mistress were on a business-trip to Okinawa leaving Ryo and Tatsuya all alone in the big mansion.
“I'm not that stupid.” Tatsuya smirked and pulled his boyfriend closer, his head was still spinning a little but he didn't care, the piggyback-ride home had cleared up his mind and the most of the alcohol was already out of his system.
“Yes, you are.” Ryo teased and leaned in to give his lover a peck on the lips but the other grabbed his neck and started kissing him hungrily. Ryo was surprised by Tatsuya's straight-forward attitude and pulled away from his face just a few inches so Tatsuya wouldn't be able to kiss him.
“What are you doing?” Ryo asked.
“I love you, Ryo. I love you and I want you to make me yours.” He smiled and pulled the other close.
“Are... Are you sure?” Ryo whispered in his ear, not sure whether or not Tatsuya was sober enough to make that kind of decision but the look Tatsuya gave him was more than enough answer.
“I trust you.” The younger said and pulled the other one closer, bringing their lips together once again and this time none of them broke the kiss until all their clothes were removed.
Ryo was kissing the other's skin while his hands were busy trying to increasing the volume of Tatsuya's moans. The younger squirmed under his touch, those warm hands that were warming his body were making his heart beat faster than ever and although he was a little nervous Ryo's kisses on his skin made him relax and enjoy the moment.
After some time in seventh heaven Ryo looked his lover lovingly in the eyes and asked him if he was ready. Tatsuya's answer was barely a moan but the lust-filled look in his eyes couldn't not be misinterpreted: He wanted Ryo like he never wanted someone before.
Ryo strandled the younger and reached for the lube on the nightstand, he squeezed out a generous amount and placed a lubed finger at Tatsuya's entrance before slowly pushing it in.
Tatsuya let out a small cry as he felt himself being stretched, the pain was more than he expected and a tear escaped his eye when Ryo wriggled it a little.
“Tatsuya, try to relax. It'll hurt a lot more if you tense up.” Ryo said softly and Tatsuya nodded his head while biting his lower lip trying to forget about the pain but it wasn't until Ryo started kissing him tenderly that he finally relaxed enough for Ryo to slide in a second finger. Tatsuya laid completely still, he wanted Ryo to be happy and all that but he didn't want this pain and he was about to tell his lover to stop when suddenly the pain subsided and turned into something he had never felt before, it felt strange but at the same time it felt good. He started moaning weakly as Ryo slid a third finger in and fully started to prepare him, he never really cared much about preparing for a longer time but he didn't want Tatsuya to get hurt and so he was being very thorough.
But when Tatsuya started to meet his fingers hungrily he took it as a sign that he was ready for more.
Carefully he pulled out his fingers and placed himself at Tatsuya's entrance before very slowly pushing in. Tatsuya choked on his breath when he felt how Ryo slowly pressed himself in until he was fully sheathed, once fully in he stopped to catch his breath at the gorgeous tightness around him and to give Tatsuya the time to get used to the feeling of being so full.
After a few minutes Tatsuya nodded for Ryo to move and very slowly he pulled out almost completely before pushing in again, he felt his head getting lighter from the wonderful pressure around his cock and to make the other start moaning again he started stroking his neglected cock slowly but firmly while slowly picking up the speed of his thrusts.
Suddenly Tatsuya arched his back and caught his breath making Ryo realize that he had just found the right spot and he kept hitting it causing Tatsuya to almost scream in pleasure.
The painful feeling was gone and the only thing that was left in Tatsuya's mind was to meet the thrusts that were getting harder and faster by the second but he didn't mind. What Ryo was doing to him was amazing, he had never felt this good in his entire life and it didn't take long for both of them to come with loud screams.
Ryo pulled out of Tatsuya with a sigh, threw the used condom in the small garbage can and laid down next to the love of his life who quickly cuddled up against him and trailed butterfly-kisses from his chest to the crock of his neck where he then placed his head. Ryo placed a strong arm around Tatsuya before pulling the covers over them.
“I love you.” Ryo kissed his lover's forehead and laid down next to him again.
“I love you too...” Tatsuya closed his eyes and took a deep breath, inhaling the other's scent.
"I hope you know that you are the only person in this world that can make my heart beat faster and slower at the same time." Ryo thought before he too closed his eyes and joined Tatsuya in the land of dreams.
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A/N: I hope you liked this one and that you'll keep reading my fics. Comments are always appreciated <3