Im sitting here crying for no reason 
im fucking loosing it. 
 Eh im not upset 
i think im just tired.
brain is dead.
I think ill go driving...

Been a long time. Feeling pretty wierd.I don't care about much any more but at the same time everything seems really good.  Well in actuality  the thing that matters most to me is a shitty mess but i don't know . Going to bed.

Sitting on my front porch 
watching the storm roll in
wondering why i exhist
the rain starts coming down
mixes with my lonely tears 
no one hears
sitting on my front porch
oblivious to the storm
my broken spirit torn
so much i need to say 
i just can't find a way
sitting on my front porch
crying lonely in the storm

You Are a Margarita Jelly Bean
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Your Mexican Name Is...
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Allie's lame comeback line:

"You stink... stink like a fetid corpse that has been baking in the desert for 5 and a half days (then sniff) no 6 days"

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Phantom of the Opera was AMAZING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 
Got to see Ryan there and he said the exact same thing.
I'm still like ahhhhh  from it .hehehhehe.
*sigh* Amazing!!!!!!!!!!

You Are Sunrise
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Well Zac is mad at me.Things are falling apart between us and it is all my fault.I want to fix things but i freeze up. 
 My 7 year old nephew has been  diagnosed to have autism. Hes only 7. The sweetest little boy .
 I guess its time for me to wake up.

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Allie Pills:

Will cause you to blame the green fairy inside your head for everything that goes wrong in life

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