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[raintofreedom]

there was a time when i could sit here and write lines, rythms, melodies of words that would flow so freely from my busy mind, and hurting heart, and into this computer, and off to the rest of the world to see, and relate...maybe help even

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[muchaffraid]

this makes me sad... because i know exactly what you're talking about... i've seen it first hand :[

knowing what you guys had before... and seeing what you dont have now... its weird... my heart hurts for you. im sorry, sweetheart.

[raintofreedom]

thank you...
its so hard to hear that everyone sees something that im still not ready to face...ugh...i dont even know what to do...

[raintofreedom]

was the change that noticable? that is so sad...how could i have been so unaware? i have to find a way to find some peace here....

[muchaffraid]

no it wasnt that noticable. i only recently noticed, and bascially only because people talk

[raintofreedom]

my gosh, you are one of the wisest, kindest people i have ever met...and what you said really eases my mind. We talked a lot last night, and now everything your saying makes so much sense. I have to have faith in him, and faith in us, and believe that he will find his way back somehow, to himself, and hopefully to me...

your amazing...thank You so much. im sure this subject isnt the easist for you, yet you are still willing to give...it means so much.

[muchaffraid]

♥