We don't talk much so I won't be offended if I get cut, I hope you feel better/do better soon. I've had my share of MAJOR SUCK, in my life and it allways gets better. I have no idea what you are going through and won't even try to pretend, but I do sympathize how in the ways I can.
Thanks, honey, just for understanding. I'm trying to make myself feel less like I'm losing my mind, and while it helps if I can vent to friends it doesn't help if I feel like half the internet can read me screaming and crying all the time ^^;
I'm not sure why you clearly thought you had the right to my life like it's some sort of soap opera, but thank you for confirming that I really don't need you on my f'list, especially while I'm dealing with all this.
Basically: have a nice life, hope you grow up at some point <3
I tried to think of something to say that would not seem stalkerish yet still express my disappointment that there will be no point of contact between us. I apologize. I thought that was a simple, neutral comment that you could easily ignore if you wanted to--in fact, I thought you were ignoring it--but I was wrong. I'm sorry.
I have ever been a quiet wall of kind regard and good thoughts for you. I don't haunt my friends list so I have only rarely communicated with you. I can't attempt to offer you comfort, I have lived 40 years without the internet and I don't have the faith of younger generations in the solace of the internet.
I am sure you will have a splendid life, and grow.
It did not seem 'neutral', it came across as selfish, rude and completely insensitive, and I am hair-triggering into emotions right now for obvious bloody reasons and so I exploded. This is why I need a safe space to vent with only people I know and trust in it, somewhere I hope I *can* grow in some kind of safety until I'm ready to deal with the world again.
What you may learn about the internet is that you are dealing with actual people through it. This is not a matter of magic words on a screen. You are a person at a computer, I am a person at a computer, and we both have our lives, physical and emotional. It is not actually very different to rl, and it's never a waste of energy to offer anything over the internet to another human being any more than it is at the bus stop or the pub. I don't currently want my journal to be somewhere I interact with friends and complete strangers watch; even in a pub you get some measure of privacy.
Hello there :). I'm sorry that I was cut, though I hope it was nothing personal. I want you to know that I always did read what you wrote on your LJ, and I cared, even if I may not have commented all the time. Honestly, I wish I'd had more of a chance to know you. Anyway, take care and good luck with everything! All the best :).
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Take care and worry about you.
Sympathies, Jes
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Hope you're well, look after yourself =)
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Basically: have a nice life, hope you grow up at some point <3
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I tried to think of something to say that would not seem stalkerish yet still express my disappointment that there will be no point of contact between us. I apologize. I thought that was a simple, neutral comment that you could easily ignore if you wanted to--in fact, I thought you were ignoring it--but I was wrong. I'm sorry.
I have ever been a quiet wall of kind regard and good thoughts for you. I don't haunt my friends list so I have only rarely communicated with you. I can't attempt to offer you comfort, I have lived 40 years without the internet and I don't have the faith of younger generations in the solace of the internet.
I am sure you will have a splendid life, and grow.
Bye,
Lin
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What you may learn about the internet is that you are dealing with actual people through it. This is not a matter of magic words on a screen. You are a person at a computer, I am a person at a computer, and we both have our lives, physical and emotional. It is not actually very different to rl, and it's never a waste of energy to offer anything over the internet to another human being any more than it is at the bus stop or the pub. I don't currently want my journal to be somewhere I interact with friends and complete strangers watch; even in a pub you get some measure of privacy.
Do have a good life. Goodbye.
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I'm sorry that I was cut, though I hope it was nothing personal. I want you to know that I always did read what you wrote on your LJ, and I cared, even if I may not have commented all the time. Honestly, I wish I'd had more of a chance to know you. Anyway, take care and good luck with everything! All the best :).
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