Ugh, I feel dirty ( Read more... )

I'm really pissed off at my friends at WashU. And I'm not sure if it's justifiable. I want to write an entry about it, but I don't have time right now, so I'm just going to post this as a placeholder and reminder for what I actually want to say.

I wish there could be ice cream involved with this!

Damn you, John Ruskin, damn you! I wish that you could be more interesting and less verbose and (while I'm making wishes that will never come true) less pompous.

Send a rescue team if I don't resurface in a few hours.

So today was terribly shitty. I'm not making excuses for what I say here, so please just deal with it--I'm not in a good mood right now ( Read more... )

Ooo, two entries in 4 hours. I have to leave for band in less than a half an hour. I should be writing my essay. Ha. Like that'll happen. It sucks.

( I'm a whiny bitch. )

i am nothing like her. i am nothing like her. i am nothing like her. no. i am not.

god dammit. i'm too flustered to write.

Okay, this is because I am so fucking disgusted that I can't bring myself to talk to you ( Read more... )

i hate school. i hate fucking hate everything involved with it... everything that it causes, that it sets up, that it forces every fucking over achiever in the world has to consider. Jesus fucking christ. I hate it. I don't ever fucking want to think about college every again. I ahte it, hate it, HATE IT!!!!!!!!!!! I will never ever fucking ( Read more... )

god, i hate myself. i'm a goddamned motherfucking dumbshit. I'm attempting to write my Wuthering Heights outline, and I can't. I simply cannot do it. The words won't flow. It doesn't help that I put it off until the last mintue (almost literally). It doesn't help that I picked the shittiest topic known to man. I just want to curl up and die ( Read more... )

My mother does not help me. She gets home today and I haven't finished my list for this week... and she freaks out on me and yells at me for procrastinating. God, I'm sorry that I don't do everything immediately. I have a life and I have other things to do. Besides she said that I had until Friday to do everything on my list. I already did one ( Read more... )