once again...

[raining_rage]

once again ive realized i am alone in the world. everything was going prefect. i had friends for once. but then everything suddenly came to a screeching hult. im stuck in a rut i suppose, or something in the neighborhood of "ruttiness" i'm not sure who i can turn to. of course there are always the ones who say "i will truly be there for you" but

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[kelectric]

if people say they're there for you, they mean it. otherwise they wouldn't say it.

[raining_rage]

yeah but its hard to confide in people when they say that and you dont really consider them a friend...

[kelectric]

the best way to get close to people is to confide in them. that's how you become friends.

[raining_rage]

you just dont understand.

[soberwinter]

at least you're you and not pretending to be someone else because in the long run that's what really hurts

[raining_rage]

true but i really dont like myself and sometimes i think it would be better to pretend than go on showing people who i really am. but youre right, in the long run it can hurt...

[soberwinter]

most people don't like themselves. you just have to learn how to deal with it. even if it takes time, it's neccessary.