i hate nathan and i want him gone forever.
no one understands why i flip out like i do. 
no one gets why i'm so protective of my friends or why i dont want him doing the same things i do.
everyone thinks i'm just being stupid for attention.
thats not it. no one understands me and i feel alone.

homecoming sucked. i hate high school dances. 
nathan gave adam a cigar for his birthday. isnt that sweet? i hate him. i wish i was an only child. i hope that one day he gets sent to jail for a milion years so i never have to see him or deal with him again.
im having jealoussyyy issues again. brians sadness is making me sad and bitchy and jealous. ( Read more... )

homework sucks.
school sucks. 
the only thing i enjoy is art with kaela and ms freaking valente ruins that as much as possible. but i got to model today for art class so that was cool :)
jeeeeeze. IM SO UBER EXCITED FOR TOMORROW. me and kaela and brian and bree are going to have so much EFFING fun. yes. OH BOY OH BOY. 
ooooooh im reading three books ( Read more... )

yo.
my name is joe.
and i work in a button factory.
i've got a wife, two kids.
and one day my boss came up to me.
he said "joe, are you busy?"
i said "no"
"can you push this button with your right hand?".....

i asked judith about the rest of the words. 
i love kaela. and our kitty cat dance.

omg. brian and i are so going to make billions. i'm so happy. my ( Read more... )

ew i have so much homework and im saving it all for tomorrow night because i dont feel like doing it now. im going kayleighs mommies house this weekend. woot. i get to meet jeff. i'm gonna give him a crayon. :-D i wish i could be in the musical. but i'd get laughed at if i even suggested it to anyone. ugh. same thing goes with cheerleading. god. ( Read more... )

alright. i am so freaking angry. brian and i made tshirts today and now brians mom wont let him wear it. and i am pissed off. very very mad. argh. i dont understand it. at all. why?! im going to go kill myself.

alright. i've given up on clubs. its not worth the effort. and i'm too cool for school anyway, so why waste my free time?

the following people deserve my sincere apologies for totally ditching them when it comes to extra curricular activities:

kayleigh

maggie

brian

mehhhh i'm nervous about being in visibility so i've decided not to join ( Read more... )

rawr. i'm a raptor. i cant decide if i like high school or not. its different than iroqueer, and i miss mr. adamo insanely much. in an unhealthy way. *sigh* i am SO glad that marie and allie are in my first period studyhall. PRAISE THE LORDY. HALLELUJAH. JESUS ROCKS MY SOCKS. okay. im done. i am so proud of myself for joing visibility and gallery ( Read more... )

okay. i found a new obsession and its name is DONNIE DARKO. yes, my friends. it is a spectacular movie. i think i might watch it again tomorrow. or sneak on down there at one in the morning and watch it. because its incredible. and Frank is creepy, but also very handsome. sigh. so. amazing. it kind of has the same feel as the book A Wrinkle in Time ( Read more... )