i wish i knew how to put my thoughts into words

[radiocast]

it's hard growing up without a frequent mother role in my life. when i was younger, i always hoped that my mother would somehow become the cliche loving mother i see on television that would make me chicken noodle soup when i'm ill or tuck me into bed every night. becoming used to my mother's abandonment, eventually i realized these ideas were

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[toute_lumiere]

i like that you can make anything end on a happy note.
(i like that you are grateful, despite voids and holes and pain)
i think you do a good job of puting thoughts into words.
you are the light of my life. aww.

[radiocast]

awww you are the most amazing person to enter my life! and the only commenter on my livejournal hehehehe

[toute_lumiere]

(which ultimately makes me the most amazing person to enter your life-- i am so good at the internet...uggghh)

[le_valley]

you are my hero.

[radiocast]

you are mine!