So my grandma....

[radical_ed57]

...died this morning. My mom's okay, but my aunt is taking it really hard because she lived with my grandma. My cousins must be really upset too cuz they grew up with my aunt and my grandma always being there. I feel guilty cuz I don't feel as bad as I should. I feel more bad for my mom and my aunt. I mean, the last time I saw my grandmas was when

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[jaejoongxyuno07]

I'm so sorry! :[
I can understand where you're coming.
my moms grandma died when I was about 9, and I didn't cry, mainly because I had never met her and then my (evil) grandmother just died recently... I shed no tears, nor did I go to her funeral.
But my real grandmother died when I was 16 and I was a complete wreck.
:[
I have no grandparents anymore either...
and I know how you feel. :[
:: hugs ::

[radical_ed57]

Aw, I'm sorry and I love you. I'm glad someone understands. *hugs back*

[jaejoongxyuno07]

No problem, bb.
if you need me, I'm always here. :]
<3

[mooglebunny]

I'm slowly losing my Grandparents too. I only have two grandmas left. My other Grandpa I was living with died earlier this Month (The other one died at Christmas last year). Sooo I kinda know how that is... Except for I lived in the same house. My Grandma and Aunt were/are crushed and whatnot. He really meant a lot to them... But I didn't really talk to him so it's kinda harder to get super sad about it because I so rarely talked to him in the first place.

Well I wish you the best of luck in coping with it and whatnot. At least you don't have to directly deal with it though... Maybe. As in live in the same house of the Grandma that died and with the people your Grandma lived with.

[radical_ed57]

Yeah. I don't have to directly deal with it, but that makes me feel even worse...

[jenova_83]

I felt the same way when my grandfather passed away. I only met him once before his funeral. It's a strange, sad feeling being the only person there not in mourning. I hope you can find a way to cope. *hug*