some sort of a challenge
Well, I never was good at challenges. I even hate to write plans for my fics or essays I just made them on the way. But I have this idea for a long x-over BSG/STV fic that just doesn’t want to leave me alone. It’s supposed to be a long, dark NC-17 fic. With basic pairing Janeway/Roslin and with hints of Janeway/Sevan, Roslin/Starbuck. With character death and absolutely no happy end. Sometimes I can be evil! *evil grin*.
They were drawn to each other because they were the same. They felt it, they could see this similarity in each other eyes - loneliness, guilt, responsibility. The were the same but different at the same time. Both were strong, hard-edged, stubborn. And both were cowards in one way. They both were too afraid to let themselves be happy, to love. They thought they didn’t deserve this gift to love and to be loved. They both thought it wasn’t the time. And they lost. They both lost their golden young girls. And from the first moment they met they knew it about each other, knew each other sins, knew that their cowardness made them. Bitter and angry. In a way they hated each other, they needed each other. And they punished one another.
A lot of angst and guilt, sex scenes may be with a little BDSM. No love and gentleness between Roslin and Janeway in the present but flashbacks, memories of how much they both loved their girls, how they hurt them and how in a way they killed them in the end.
I’m not sure this makes any sense. *sigh*
They were drawn to each other because they were the same. They felt it, they could see this similarity in each other eyes - loneliness, guilt, responsibility. The were the same but different at the same time. Both were strong, hard-edged, stubborn. And both were cowards in one way. They both were too afraid to let themselves be happy, to love. They thought they didn’t deserve this gift to love and to be loved. They both thought it wasn’t the time. And they lost. They both lost their golden young girls. And from the first moment they met they knew it about each other, knew each other sins, knew that their cowardness made them. Bitter and angry. In a way they hated each other, they needed each other. And they punished one another.
A lot of angst and guilt, sex scenes may be with a little BDSM. No love and gentleness between Roslin and Janeway in the present but flashbacks, memories of how much they both loved their girls, how they hurt them and how in a way they killed them in the end.
I’m not sure this makes any sense. *sigh*