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Questions.
I have a lot of questions in my mind that I don't know the answers to. It's confusing. I don't know what's going to happen, if things are going to stay the same or not, and if things will get better or not. What's my future? Plans don't work but I have them. I don't know if I'm going to do them. I NEED A REMEDY. -
UGH.
I'm extremely bored out of my mind. Few more weeks and I'll be gone. Can't wait to start my own life. I need someone to cheer me up, staying here is really draining me down. -
Ways I'm spending my summer.
1. Watch tv. I think I'm going back to being a kid. I've been watching a lot of kids' shows lately. I find them very entertaining and amusing to watch. Plus, they keep me from thinking a lot and getting depressed. The shows I watch: Hannah Montana, Suite life of Zack and Cody, Chowder (OMG! I LOVE THIS CARTOON!), and Phineas and Ferb. And I ( Read more... ) -
Frustrated
My student loan is taking forever to get approved. I applied for a student loan like a month ago and now I'm still waiting on it. I feel like I'm not meant to go to school. I"m really worried that I won't be able to register. I'm getting really discouraged. I'm really not liking Sallie Mae. I think I'm going to look for another one next year. They ( Read more... ) -
Thinking
People are making me feel that I'm a screw up and that I've made a big mistake. Did I really screw up? I know I hurt a lot of people because of what happened. Maybe I really chose to do it but it's not like I wanted it to happen. I'm not blaming anybody for it because that's not the kind of person that I am. I want to move on and have a life of my -
Register
I'm dying to register for classes this fall but without the approval of my srudent loans, I can't do anything. School starts in a little over a month and I'm worried that I won't be able to register. UMB gave me a list of classes that I need to take and all them only have one class. So I'm really worried. I don't know why they only have one class ( Read more... ) -
Going crazy...
I don't know if I can still do this. Stay here without going insane. I have been feeling low for the past 2 or 3 days now. I still have 5 weeks to go until I move out. There's nothing to do here and there's nobody to talk to. Save me. -
Baltimore
I checked out the possible apartments that I'm going to be moving into in August. One house has 4 other tenants (3 guys and 1 girl), one of the guys is moving out and going to China in August and his room is $375 a month so I'm definitely considering that, one room in the basement is $515 a month and furniture are not included. That is expensive ( Read more... ) -
What's up with me?
Things have been really crazy for the past week. I didn't realize that things would go like this. Life is full of surprises and you're gonna have to be ready to make a big decision whether you like it or not.
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Today
Is definitely a lazy day for me. I don't want to do anything. I just feel like sitting and staring at nowhere for hours. But I have to get ready in a few hours because I'm graduating tonight ( Read more... )