You Lied
By: Aisaki Sumi
Category: Loveless
Pairing: Ritsuka x Soubi
Summary: You lied Soubi, you lied about everything. You said you would love me until the end of time, you said you would always be there for me when I needed you, but you lied.
You Lied
You’ve always had that cheery smile on your face, that harmless, warm, assuring smile, it always manage to make me feel loved, protected, treasured. Every weekday afternoon, you would wait by the elementary school gates, smoke a cigarette and then greet me with that smile of yours. I would growl at you, avoid your piecing amethyst gaze and tell you to go home in a harsh, cold tone that even sound foreign to my own ears. You would just smile at me understandingly because you knew that I didn’t mean it, you knew it was unintended…you knew that I wanted you there…
You’ve always said that you loved me. Every time you whisper those words in my ears, in a soft and gentle but quiet voice that only I could hear, I would blush, as if someone just poured red paint down my head, and push you away, tell you to shut up, to stop saying the things you didn’t mean. Was it just an order from Seimei? I’ve always wondered, I asked you that question before but all I got was another “Suki dayo Ritsuka”
You’ve always said that you would be there for me, whenever, wherever. But you’ve failed to do that a couple of times already. Twice was because of your fight with the zeros. You’re such a baka, fighting them on you own when you knew that you’d be the one getting hurt in the end. What about this time Soubi? I need you right now, I need to feel your warm presence again, what excuse do you have this time to not be here for me when I needed you the most?
I glare at the gravestone in front of me, hurt, feeling betrayed, anger glint harshly in my olive green eyes. You lied Soubi, you lied about everything. You said you would love me ‘till the end of time, you said you would always be there for me when I needed you, but you lied.
“You liar!” I scream on the top of my lungs, releasing all of the anger bottled up in me. And now, I just stare at the grave, through a pair of lost, hurt, sorrowful eyes. Tears begin to slide down my cheek, drowning me in my own sorrow and pain. You lied…Soubi…
A/N: I was in the mood for angst =D Sorry if it sucked...still working on my horrible HORRIBLE grammar (trying really hard not to jump tenses while writting *sighs*)...gotta find myself a beta-reader...*sighs*