I have no idea why i feel compelled to update this journal after almost a year. But here goes, though i have no idea whether anyone reads it anymore
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it is hard to imagine what life is like for you, where you are now. i know about wandering off into the unknown alone, but at least the culture, itself, was the same foundation as that which i left. how have things been since i saw you on new years? before that, i cannot clearly remember when i last saw you in this direction. it does sound like you have quite a bit to wade through in your new studies, whether it is the hefty work load or the language itself and its nuances.
thanks. Yeah, i dunno. Things are more intense and more solitary than they've been in awhile--funny how those go together. Sounds like you've got a bit on your plate as well, though. It was great to see you new year's--sorry if i didnt communicate that at the time, took me totally by surprise and i was rather smashed. Yeah, we should hang out when i get back... in 3 months or so. haha. feels like forever at the moment. I just get tired of speaking spanish sometimes, and then go all critical of myself... But i spose it's been longer than 3 months before perhaps. Didn't mean to let it go so long i hope things are going well, work sounds good have you tried melatonin? take care
i was very much taken by surprise seeing you in colorado for new years. i really hadn't seen many familiar places or people on that trip, so seeing you in CO instead of WA was crazy.
thankfully, things for me have calmed down quite a bit. it was rather rocky from january to march, but i think things are fine now - i am away from some rather toxic friendships and i keep putting whatever distance i can between myself and all that. i'm getting back into art work and trying to figure out what would make me happy at this point. things are good, but... well, i guess the best analogy would be the difference between having a job and having a career. it isn't that i'm unhappy all the time or in my current situation, but i think that there's something more for me, that things could be better
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been a while, but i hope things are well.
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Yeah, i dunno. Things are more intense and more solitary than they've been in awhile--funny how those go together. Sounds like you've got a bit on your plate as well, though.
It was great to see you new year's--sorry if i didnt communicate that at the time, took me totally by surprise and i was rather smashed. Yeah, we should hang out when i get back... in 3 months or so. haha. feels like forever at the moment. I just get tired of speaking spanish sometimes, and then go all critical of myself...
But i spose it's been longer than 3 months before perhaps. Didn't mean to let it go so long
i hope things are going well, work sounds good
have you tried melatonin?
take care
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thankfully, things for me have calmed down quite a bit. it was rather rocky from january to march, but i think things are fine now - i am away from some rather toxic friendships and i keep putting whatever distance i can between myself and all that. i'm getting back into art work and trying to figure out what would make me happy at this point. things are good, but... well, i guess the best analogy would be the difference between having a job and having a career. it isn't that i'm unhappy all the time or in my current situation, but i think that there's something more for me, that things could be better ( ... )
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