this is driving me crazy. Things were so great...

[rabid_tigress]

.... and now, it sucks again. Well, not exactly, but... for the first time in a long time, i let myself into something that made school, work, etc. black-and-white-boring compared to its potential technicolor. But so far the predominant shade is an anxious blue. it just makes what was before a relatively content lonerish existence seem extremely

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[jumpingspoon]

"aren't we supposed to be breaking down our cucoons instead of building them up?" she said in a lovingly teasing way :)

All I mean is, don't grow a shell! I love you just the way you are! loving and emotional and responsive to the world around you.

[rabid_tigress]

Hey!! I have never seen you on lj before! Howabout that... I miss u, we should talk. And of course i know you're right, i guess i just want to remember how to handle things