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Today, I finally finished my novel. I even printed it out, hole-punched it, and put it into a binder. Then I stashed it in my closet, where it will remain until I go on that cruise in April. Because I the sun is my Mortal Enemy, the obvious thing for me to do while on a cruise is edit my novel. -
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Today was good. I saw Cirque du Soleil, and it was basically a complete assault on my senses. I loved it.
And my novel is so close to being finished. I'm ready to cry, it's so close. I almost don't want to finish it. But it's too exciting to quit now. -
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Last night was good, tonight was good, tomorrow is going to be great. This may turn out to be a successful break after all.
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Today, tonight really, Ellen texted me, and we've been having a conversation just like the old days. Just like those days when we would text for hours, and I felt like I was able to tell her anything and that she did the same with me. And for a moment or two, I was imagining that it was going to go back to the way it was, and I was so excited, but ( Read more... ) -
Productivity
I did not do anything today. Well, not really. I did a little writing, but that's about it. I have a lot to do, I really can't waste a day like this, but it feels kind of good. What I'd really like to do is just spend a few days cooking, and baking. It's all I want to do right now. I don't even want to eat necessarily, I just want to make things. ( Read more... ) -
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The idea that no one really listens to me has been stuck in my head for a few months now, and maybe it's because I'm looking for it, but I swear that in most cases, it's true. I can't really be imagining it all, can I? I know I may be blowing it out of proportion a little, but it can't be all in my head, right? -
Disappointment
This week is turning out much more disappointing than I anticipated. I did expect it to be as challenging as it is, but I did not expect it to be this disappointing. There were things that I was relying on to get me through, not just through the week, but to help me through this tough patch of my life, but now I discover that I can't have them. ( Read more... ) -
Wishes
Every time I wish on a star, or at 11:11, or when I blow out the candles on my birthday cake, I wish to be happy. Not that momentary happiness, but the content, at peace type of happiness. The one that stays with you. It's not really that I want to even just magically be made happy, it's that I want to be shown what I need to do to be happy, for me ( Read more... ) -
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I've been feeling a little overwhelmed lately. I just really need a boost of strength to get through this week, I can feel it's going to be challenging. I'm going to have to put myself "out there," out of my comfort zone, and that is one of the things that I consistently struggle with. -
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Sometimes I feel as if I'm just echoing the feelings everyone has around me, instead of feeling my own.
Goodnight.
'Night.
Love you.
You too.