Re: boys like you ARE overrated, so SAVE YOUR BREATH.quixoticjadeDecember 21 2005, 04:07:44 UTC
yeah...harsh. I feel like I AM doing things for myself, acting by my own interests... I just don't like hurting people. It's not in my nature. Like I said, This is where I say I've had enough. I've had enough of this drama, enough of the pettiness...I want it gone.
Oh, and the boy. Mucho harshness. I've planned, I've tried, I've failed, I'm still trying... I need support. Not trash talk. And sometimes I'd like to think things would be different than how they are now. I mean, I DO have morals, unlike some people. And sex doesn't make someone satanic. I know you know that, but that's what you implied, and I thought it was kinda mean.
How's that for standing up for myself? Ok now's the time to drown myself in homework. i love you. sorry back.
Re: boys like you ARE overrated, so SAVE YOUR BREATH.oh_snap_loveDecember 21 2005, 04:18:38 UTC
sex is evil = something i've been trying to tell myself. i obviously know thats not the case for some people. but i mean, it seems that you have been instilling that kind of ideal on me... i'm just saying (oh, not like it's a double standard or anything)
i don't understand what kind of support i can give you for the boy right now, considering i've never been in this siutation of yours, usually i give up when i realized that things AREN'T the way i wish they were, and that i'm just wasting time. So then i get harsh with myself, and i'm sorry, but i dont know how to not be harsh with you. I'm not going to sit here and butter you up with how great i agree he is, cuz i don't. (harsh alert: he's a womanizer. dan agrees.)
Re: boys like you ARE overrated, so SAVE YOUR BREATH.quixoticjadeDecember 21 2005, 04:42:15 UTC
Okay, so womanizer = many short, sexual relationships (in a nutshell.) I wouldn't call the one we speak of a short relationship. Anyways... I never said sex was evil. I don't have problems with people who do it, I just know that I have different morals and beliefs than them and that I don't want to do it right now. I can't speak for them.
And the support thing. The thing is, I don't KNOW how I wish things should be. That's what's confusing. Should I give up now, or wait and keep this up and see if I DO end up figuring out what I want from all of this? You forget, I'm not as outgoing as you are. And while I know you don't exactly approve of this, remember barretta.
ew if I was actually trying to be mean this would be sooooo hard. but i love you. ♥
Not that this is really important, but about the reading over the shoulder thing... i only do that because you have this annoying habit of doing things you're not supposed to do (like update your journal) when I have 321641321 hours of computer work ahead of me, and I have to wait until you get off.
But you always know this and don't care, so that was a complete waste of time.
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I feel like I AM doing things for myself, acting by my own interests...
I just don't like hurting people. It's not in my nature.
Like I said, This is where I say I've had enough.
I've had enough of this drama, enough of the pettiness...I want it gone.
Oh, and the boy. Mucho harshness. I've planned, I've tried, I've failed, I'm still trying...
I need support. Not trash talk.
And sometimes I'd like to think things would be different than how they are now. I mean, I DO have morals, unlike some people.
And sex doesn't make someone satanic. I know you know that, but that's what you implied, and I thought it was kinda mean.
How's that for standing up for myself?
Ok now's the time to drown myself in homework.
i love you.
sorry back.
♥
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i obviously know thats not the case for some people.
but i mean, it seems that you have been instilling that kind of ideal on me... i'm just saying (oh, not like it's a double standard or anything)
i don't understand what kind of support i can give you for the boy right now, considering i've never been in this siutation of yours, usually i give up when i realized that things AREN'T the way i wish they were, and that i'm just wasting time. So then i get harsh with myself, and i'm sorry, but i dont know how to not be harsh with you. I'm not going to sit here and butter you up with how great i agree he is, cuz i don't. (harsh alert: he's a womanizer. dan agrees.)
booo i love you too much.
♥
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I wouldn't call the one we speak of a short relationship.
Anyways...
I never said sex was evil. I don't have problems with people who do it, I just know that I have different morals and beliefs than them and that I don't want to do it right now. I can't speak for them.
And the support thing. The thing is, I don't KNOW how I wish things should be. That's what's confusing. Should I give up now, or wait and keep this up and see if I DO end up figuring out what I want from all of this? You forget, I'm not as outgoing as you are. And while I know you don't exactly approve of this, remember barretta.
ew if I was actually trying to be mean this would be sooooo hard.
but i love you.
♥
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But you always know this and don't care, so that was a complete waste of time.
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