So he says...."I guess I kinda just blew you off because you're moving away and I didn't want to find out how that would make me feel"
What?! That's nine months away! And then he proceeds to say "I read your email seven times and I couldn't stop thinking about it"
So....do I look like a naieve girl? I mean honestly, do I?

It's been an interesting couple of weeks. I went to colorado...cousin's wedding. I had a good time, and for the first time I realized that my family really is very important to me....even though they are quite quirky. I cried for 3 days after leaving....and only because I realized how old my dad is now, and I just miss him ( Read more... )

I have really bad luck with the male species....however, I am not bitter, I am more amused than anything ( Read more... )

-8 days= Back to San Diego for some fun adventures ( Read more... )

I don't think I have ever had as much fun with someone like I did the other night. I always kinda daydreamed or idealized having it be that way between me and someone....but wow ( Read more... )

So I had a little run in with my past....and I kinda like it :)
I have no idea what I'm doing...and it's probably not the best idea...but what's new?
Either way, I find myself to be happy, content, and all that kind of shit. I like my new home...I'm adjusting to living alone...it's nice.

I need to sleep. I don't even know what I am doing besides being sleep deprived and wondering what I am doing. I make the next move but sometimes, I don't know if that was the right move to make. I figure that I made a decision to spend some time with a person. This person probably not being the best candidate to spend time with(based on ( Read more... )

I just spent the last 12 hours of my life watching about 15 episodes of Curb Your Enthusiasm with Joe. Some strangely enjoyable intermissions in between. My sleeping schedule is fucking retarded. I wish I was in California :(

I miss the hell out of Dave. Life is so weird. Definately big changes. I think I made the right decisions though. My paycheck is going to kick some ass. I wanna buy stupid shit.

I moved to downtown phoenix. I am working as a registered nurse. Other than that, just wasting my life away on booze and prostitutes.