Dear journal i am sad. I told my self it was bound to happen i told myself dont be dumb, but then again i dont listen to anyone, least of all myself. I let one thing build me up so high that when i fell i fell to rock bottom. I wont let that happen again. Oh wait im supposed to be honest. In that case i will let it happen again. Oh well at least ( Read more... )

yeah that was really gros pic to put elise howd you know about a gay porn website ne wayz hmmmmm...... well wutever i changed it newayz. um life is still the same i dont feel seventeen but whatever. Its nothing special not like turning eighteen. now that will be a celebration. well i have nothing but dissapointing news so ill not be a bore. i hope ( Read more... )

yeah i never post nemore its tedious well i dunno the holidays passed uneventfullllly and this new year promises gay things but my birthday is in fifteen days so im that much closer to eighteen and thats the only good ting bout this month ecept superbowl go jets go vodka yeah well stay tuned for the next installlllment in a few months. peace out ( Read more... )

mes and nathana watching reno 911 episodes. joy. today was a okay day. cristmas is in like four days er something like that wow who cares. i dont it just seems like a big celebration over something not many people believe in and if they do they dont care all they care about is what theyre getting. o well today me and nuthan went to wired together ( Read more... )

sitting at this nifty spot called the blend. the mall is useful. for once. moved out of redlands. staying at home. father away one week. new mexico. took clarissa. joy. nuthen is a light weight. he puked on my floor last night. i diddnt drink. daniel stayed over. hottt. saw oceans twelve earlier. much fun. catherine zeta jones. second most ( Read more... )

Im reading a good book its titled "Odd Thomas" its interesting and it was written by my favorite author. im just staying at home with jon cuz we got in trouble fer going to hollywood last night and coming home after the parents woke up at like five. Irma was very mad and i felt real bad cuz she is letting me live here. well im gonna be more ( Read more... )

gelling at el casa. should be sleeping but i cant fer some odd reason. i hate mr grim with a passion. i will have some form of revenge exacted upon that old terminator. man life is upside down right nowwell that was an interesting conversation damn i wish it hadnt happened though but it did have to happen. o well. no not owell but o k. im gonna ( Read more... )

pretty cool right now sometimes things happen for a reason and you dont know what it is right then but you sure hope that youll find out soon well. im gonna let sleep consume me i hope i dream about what im thinking about.

well this post is just to inform the nonexistential people out their that care that im not gonna drink anymore happy now well good im not but if everyone else is then why should i be. all im supposed to do is follow everyones directions and be a good little boy WELL MAYBE I JUST DONT CARE WHAT YOU PEOPLE THINK but i truly do so this is it ONE LOVE

how IS everyone? im just swell.. um how was everybodys turkeyday mine was (just saw john nipples oh yeah score) just great um i was kinda grounded as usual and stuck in my room when lo and behold i heard a knock at my door and much to my surprise it was natalie (as in the Js sister) and she took me to San Diego where we ate turkey and then we went ( Read more... )