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[queenxxofhearts]

i'm sick and tired of saying i care about politics, saying i care about society, saying i care about poverty, saying i care about the environment, and having it mean nothing. every step i take is plastered with endless amounts hypocrisy and ignorance. i drive my fucking mercedes benz, the token vehicle for wealthy schmucks, to work, to school,

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[whalebones]

I like nip/tuck alot.

But I like you more! Let's search for the meaning of life together.

[queenxxofhearts]

i'll never find it.

[_____rich]

We all know Crime in Stereo shows are the hot spot of activism. Everytime you buy Crime In Stereo merch an American Soldier gets his wings and flies home. There are plenty of good people with strong voices and the skills trying to do something for this country and it's not working and they're members of Congress and well respected political scientists, in fact 68% of Americans oppose this war but what are they doing to stop it? So how do you, a teenager in high school plan to end the occupation of Iraq? By not putting gas in your Benz? I guess since you're going to continue doing that you should just stop paying attention and be like most other people in the country. Why does your care for politics and social issues have to mean something? It means something to you it's what you believe. Are you trying to say strong opinions are a bad thing? But I guess you're right, since theres not much we can do to save the world we should just stop having opinions.

[queenxxofhearts]

i'll always value my opinions regardless of whether or not they take me, or this country, anywhere. i never said we should stop having opinions, i'm just weary about my own. i don't live the way i preach, and i'd like to change that, but i feel totaly deadlocked. i'm frustrated with myself and my expectations for the future because i don't forsee change in the near future, especially within myself.

[lastddefense]

the people who truely question if theyre living the right way, throughout their entire lives and experience the motions around us, often lead the most attractive lives to the rest of the world.

[queenxxofhearts]

i hardly doubt that applies to me.

[_niquole]

And, don't hate yourself for something that's easier said than done. Look at all the positive things you can do with what you have; your intelligence, your art, your writing, your patience, etc.
You might not save the world but you have the recources to achieve other goals even if they arn't of the same importance.
Don't be so hard on yourself.

[queenxxofhearts]

i don't want to save the world, and i don't think i'm being hard on myself. sometimes i trick myself into thinking i'm doing something that will actually matter, but then i realize in the scale of things, it doesn't. it bums me out, sometimes i don't know what i'm here for. i didn't write what i wrote to put myself down, i wrote what i wrote because i was frustrated. i just feel like i'm not making any progress in anything i do.

[anonymous]

phoebe you're a major tool

love, chloe