I have recently come to realize that my principles and my actions disagree with each other in a major way. I have this ideology that shame is wrong and that people should be more open, and yet I purposely hold things back all the time because I'm afraid someone will form a bad opinion of me.

From now on, I will be doing my best to remedy this.

I don't know if I've ever been this comfortable in my own life before. It's interesting, feeling like I've been waiting all my life to be right here, right now, living in a residence hall with a bunch of nutty teenaged girls and a stressed out music major roommate, getting up at eight o clock to walk across the street and learn American history, ( Read more... )

Feeling kind of fevery. Hope it clears up before Thursday morning, when I take the AP English exam. Which is also fluffbunny's birthday. Ugh I still need to send that out.

Okay, by kind of fevery I mean I am miserable but not enough to stay home (again). Oh, and I have a field trip tomorrow to go see a ghetto-ified Hamlet. Dang.

Bluhhh.

If all goes according to plan (doubtful), this is the speech I am going to give tomorrow night ( Read more... )

Whoever it was who told me humans don't go into heat is a fucking liar. And must have been a man.

Today was the most difficult to get through day ever. I never noticed how many guys at school are attractive. Or rather, how many of them are attractive enough.

I realize that most of you probably don't need to know this, but goddamn.

I feel kind of lost at the moment. I accidentally slept through school today, so I spent the whole day reading comics. I ran out of comics, and now I don't know what to do. I should go to bed, since I do have school tomorrow, but I really don't want to do that. I don't know ( Read more... )

So, got my letter for ASU, got my letter for the $9000 scholarship for ASU. Busy with rehearsals and AP homework. Also with being a silly girl. It's very time-consuming.

Busy busy busy. Haven't even written anything in like a week, even though I have a couple different outlines and more than one story burning a hole in my brain. It's awesome.

I think I am just going to call this week a loss. I can think of very few things that would actually redeem this week, and most of them are terribly unlikely ( Read more... )

One: Comics should not be this addicting.

Two: We should probably actually do something as long as Sophie is here.

Three: Writing outlines is not difficult. Plots, however, still are.

Four: Holy shit that is a huge monster I am so glad I am not playing this game.

That is all.

So I guess the universe takes my tweets too seriously? I spent this morning in the emergency room. Mom got like crazy sick. Vertigo, throwing up, trouble breathing, super low heart rate...it was the funnest Christmas morning ever ( Read more... )