You can have it all, I ain't got the heart to fight, no.
Total exhaustion, complete breakdown.
For the asshole I am,
apologies in full, please leave me alone.
Pull over the van, let me out.

that gaze, has got me missing that gridlock traffic. dodging the focal contact.

stoplight date? trade some digits?

fuck no.

i still wish, yes.

right when things looked better then they have in the longest time...it come crashing down. almost all of it. so i deal ( Read more... )

Thu 08/24/06 The Flaming Lips
Sat 09/02/06 Cat Power (Solo)
Fri 09/08/06 Zero 7
Tue 09/12/06 Ratatat
Tue 09/12/06 Trampled By Turtles
Wed 09/13/06 Built To Spill
Sat 09/16/06 Modern Life Is War
Sun 09/17/06 Converge
Sat 09/23/06 Cursive
Fri 09/29/06 Atmosphere
Sat 09/30/06 Tapes N' Tapes
Mon 10/02/06 Insane Clown Posse
Wed 10/04/06 Clap Your Hands ( Read more... )

just better.

on another note...i start school on the 24th or thurs.

and on another note...i shall be in chicago on the 26th or sat.

and, i continue to be made speechless by you.

perplexed.

i just want to scream(again).

Cursive-The Great Decay ( Read more... )

why, arnt you just a diamond in the rough.

well you can just blow your self up.

arnt we all.

should we all?

Mon Aug 7th A Silver Mt. Zion
Wed Aug 9th Wolf Parade
Sun Aug 13th Gorilla Biscuits
Mon Aug 21th Low
Sat Aug 26th Envy
Fri Sep 8th Zero 7
Tue Sep 12th Ratatat (21+, so close, see what i can do.)
Wed Sep 13th Built To Spill
Sat Sep 16th Modern Life Is War
Sun Sep 17th Converge
Wed Oct 4th Clap Your Hands Say Yeah
Sat Oct 14th Trampled By Turtles

math, beat. it took forever. now its the ol' waiting game for the mark ( Read more... )

another list of headless babble.

...it must have been just as drunk on this pre-100 degree summer sunday humidity, as i was.

i realized a fair bit ago, i should have let go sooner. for the sake of better days.

sure i told myself so. but my head is slow. and my heart, even more.

the last bit has reminded me of summers past, although the crowd took a ( Read more... )