The one thing I was afraid of with moving out of my parents' house was living alone. I dreaded having no one around and having to fend entirely for myself
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Living alone made me face a lot of the things I had been suppressing: being my own person, listening to how I spoke to myself (which was incredibly negative), watching myself be irresponsible in some ways and noticing how many habits I had to change and what I needed to hone to take steps towards being the person I wanted to be. I'm still not there, but being alone was the only way to get me started and truly look at myself without outside influence; without a crutch of someone taking care of me so I could ignore it
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Living alone made me face a lot of the things I had been suppressing: being my own person, listening to how I spoke to myself (which was incredibly negative), watching myself be irresponsible in some ways and noticing how many habits I had to change and what I needed to hone to take steps towards being the person I wanted to be. I'm still not there, but being alone was the only way to get me started and truly look at myself without outside influence; without a crutch of someone taking care of me so I could ignore it
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Hey! Yeah I deactivated it because I was pissing away way too much time on it, hahaha. I'm actually doing meaningful stuff IRL now like playing Doom II ;)
Matt, your friends may be a distance away, but they still care for you. If you ever need to talk/vent/anything, you know where to find me. Hope your holidays are merry, and you're feeling somewhat better.
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After seeing your facebook account get deactivated, I got worried. Trying here just to make sure you are all right. I hope you are well. :(
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I'm always gonna have LJ for when I feel like posting something semi-meaningful/serious, because on FB it's like pissing in the ocean
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