gee wiz i have cooled down a bit since monday. Actually to be honest i couldnt even remember what i had written and had to reread it. Not to say me emotions and thoughts at the time werent genuine its just sometimes i get so heated it all goes trough me like shit through a goose. hah! well i am sitting here kinda bored. Waiting for my hair to dry ( Read more... )

i've decided to elaborate. School makes me want to hurl in a trash can then climb on top of the roof and take that trash can and throw my chunks over everyone's head while screaming FUCK YOU! FUCK YOU! FUCK YOU!!!!!! I hate it so much. I hate that i have to pretend and kiss ass and squash who i really am for four fucking years and then in the end ( Read more... )

my life is made up of 98% bullshit.

My pirate name is:

Bloody Jenny Vane


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I feel funny. happy mostly. scared kinda. my brother got a duct tape wallet. Alot of nice people came into wolf coffee. dont feel different since it happened. wish i could break through. know i will be the best he has ever had. was singing weird songs that i made up and filled me with joy. had a milkshake. got full points on my too deep/sorta not ( Read more... )

I have been feeling lost lately. Mostly i just want to scream. sometimes with joy and sometimes with helplessness.

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"I know you dont trust me. I am trying to change that. And there will be things we break through. Like one day you will ask for a glass of water and i will give you a glass of water and then you'll know, you'll know you can trust me."
-My confused, beautiful, nonsensical, impossibly sweet, crazy, intolerable, frustrating, funny boyfriend.

Today was beauuuutiful. And i love my flowy om skirt.

I am so confused in this chaos of mine. Today was beautiful but part of me coudlnt embrase it. I just wish i could take a vacuum to my head and suck out everything. Or at least the things that have been cluttering it up lately. I cant stop thinking about it and its kinda driving me mad. I dont know whats normal anymore, i want things to simple like ( Read more... )