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my heart's growing heavier and heavier ( Read more... )

So last time I updated was 57 weeks ago, eep/sheesh ( Read more... )

HE RRO~~!~`~~!!!!

=). I'M ALIVE, hooray.

=^._.^=

i liiiiiive ( Read more... )

i haven't been on myspace for about 2-3 weeks now, because i've become afraid of it. fuck me, and fuck my irrational fears, ugh ( Read more... )

i'm a complete fucking mess, and i'm tired of pretending that i'm not simply to spare the feelings of others. 
i don't know what to do with myself anymore, i really don't. i wish people would do what i want them to, but asking that of people is simply irrational and selfish. but then again, when have i EVER been rational OR unselfish?
jesus fucking ( Read more... )

i'm alive everyone, no worries ( Read more... )

last night trenton and a bunch of our friends went up to table mountain casino, and i vowed not to spend more than $10. soooo, i gave my $ to trenton to play blackjack with (he's reeeally good at  blackjack, fo sho), and he won me $15 more! yayay! good times. cashes are great.

also, last night trenton and i went to foodmaxx at about 1:45am, and some ( Read more... )

okay. so.

i got over $1000 worth of stuff stolen from my car tonight.

i went to my night class at clovis center, and when i got out of class, i discovered that some FUCKING SON OF A BITCH MOTHERFUCKING ASSHOLE PISS-DRINKER had BROKEN my car window, and STOLE my stereo and about $800 worth of RARE AND LIMITED CDS. FUCK.

honestly. what a ( Read more... )