well, oops, my bad. i 4 got to say tha name of that fuckin song. its breaking the habit by linkin park.

Memories consume ( Read more... )

well, i remember a while back when jenna told me not to start cutting because once you start you cant stop. well, i didnt think much of it.but now i fucking see what she meant. damn it!

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well, today is a new day. a new chance to fix everything. im sure ill fuck it up like i always do. im not skipping today though. i dont skip for ne 1 but me from now on. i hope i can get the guts to talk to greg. fuck. i dont want to. i really dont want to. FUCK, thinking about it pisses me off. time is passing by so slow. im sure a trip to miami ( Read more... )

fuck, im so pissed at everything. i cant beleive greg thinks im psyco and suicidal. ok, the dude i like thinking im psyco and suicidal... how will this make me feel??? fuck! i need to get my shit together. i promised jenny i wouldnt hurt myself tonight. i fucking need it tonight worse then ever. im not just upset, im pissed as fuck. thats when ( Read more... )

blah, i have to go to school now.

well, i sent greg an email with all my bullshit in it. blah. saying a whole bunch of shit. i would copy and paste it but i think i deleted it. ne ways. it just said, blah blah blah, it hurt that you stopped talking to be, blah blah fuck, i like you, blah penis blah, all that other shit.... so, he has never emailed me before, just forwards. so i ( Read more... )

lol, ok, im bored. i have competition tomorrow. im ready this time. i dont know what to rite today. im sorry i havnt updated. ive been away. lol bye sexies!

well, im offically confused and i dont know what to do about anything anymore. i really like greg. i dont think he likes me. i thought he did, we were really close for a while. i miss him being there. i miss him calling me every night at 10. but i guess hes grounded. he told me he was. i called over to his house and his dad said he couldnt talk. i ( Read more... )