Syn-S

[purplesatin]

tamed. sedated. domesticated. submissive. broken. compliant. subdued. mild. prosaic. bland. tone down. dull. discipline. curbed. water down.

All the things people begged me to be for most of my life. And here eye am, growing into my new skin.

Comments

[mephistopholina]

Damn. That's the way I'm being pushed. Had a big break down, sob-fest today as my parents told me that 'something has to change' and my father proceeded to psychoanalyzed me concerning why I look and dress the way I do.

I feel like I'm about to domesticate myself. I'd never before fully realised how someone has to pay the price for me looking the way I do, and I've thrown that responsibility on other people. I need to suck it up and go back to 5 years ago. :\ It's hurty.

[purplesatin]

*hugz* Not sure what to do and say anymore. So eye just run on auto-polite and say what people think they want to hear. *sigh* It is hurty and frustrating.

[purplesatin]

Thanks orchidz. It's not as bad as it feels. So things will perk up soon enuff... eye hope.