...the Dodgers?

[purplecargirl]

heart·bro·ken
adjective - suffering from or exhibiting overwhelming sorrow, grief, or disappointment

Yeah, I think that pretty much covers how I feel right now. Well, that and pissed off at our midget general manager for being the one to break my heart.

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[purplecargirl]

I could not agree more :(

[_chica02]

I don't even know what to say. :(

[purplecargirl]

I've felt that way for 2 days. I'm still stunned.

[nystateofmind]

i'm dying. i can't believe this! :(

[purplecargirl]

I know :( it's still not right...

[nyychick23513]

*sobs* Oh, Heather. :( I saw it on the bottom line at work on ESPN and my heart just fell to the floor. I could not believe it. I mean, I was steeling myself for word of Farns being traded, but Scotty? And for who?! What does this fix? How does this help us? I don't even know how to make sense of it.

And of course, I'm feeling extremely angry and betrayed by Cash that he would do this. Why Scotty? :'(

I seriously almost broke down into tears at work. I think I'll go do that right now.

[purplecargirl]

Shannon, I wanted to call you so badly. I knew I couldn't, but I just...I still can't think.

I'm going to respond to this better later, possibly in a post because you hit a nerve with the Cashman thing...I'm just literally in no shape right now. But I wanted you to know that if you want to chat, I'm on AIM for the first time in 8 months

[purplecargirl]

I know we've talked, but I've avoided LJ for a few days so I'm just getting back to this. It's exactly that - I'd accepted that it was time Farns to go (I was almost looking forward to it for his sake to be honest) and I'd convinced myself that Scotty had survived the Wiggington Ordeal so he was safe. I didn't want to believe he'd be the one to go.

Shan, I still don't get it. I still don't understand. I'd been frustrated with Cash previously because of the whole Bernie thing, then Wil...but this really did it for me. I can't even see him without feeling sick and angry and - like you said - betrayed. Betrayed is the big one. I just don't know.

*hugs you so tight* Maybe once he serves his time in LA he'll at least come back to the AL, and preferably the AL East ;_;

Thanks again for the therapy chat that night. I don't know what I'd do without you and hotrobin23 and deviliknow...you guys are irreplacable.

[hotrobin23]

i'm so sorry :(
i know exactly how you feel
this sucks so much. i'm really pissed at cashman.

[purplecargirl]

You'll hear this again later, but that day would have been so much harder without you. Seriously. You just have no idea how much I needed your texts and your "shoulder". Thank you.

I'm more angry at Cashman than I have ever been in all of my years as a Yankee fan. I still don't understand it. (And YES, I still have uncalled for anger at Betemit ;-P)

[hotrobin23]

no problem!! i know exactly what it feels like bc this happened to me back in 2003. i didn't even get an lj til after robin got traded so you probably didn't witness my love for robin that much but let me tell you. my love for robin = my love for mikey. so i was just torn apart back then. i knew you must have been feeling the same exact way so i figured you could have used a laugh or two about vlad and the russians

and the cashman thing. oh my god. i seriously. wow. have never been that angry at anyone before. and you with betemit = me with boone. boone freakin hit a walk off for the yanks to send them to the world series and i STILL can't stand that guy. ironic part is that i liked him before he was a yankee.

[purplecargirl]

I didn't witness it as it happened, but I've seen it since you friended me ages ago. I can only imagine how hurt you were. I apologize if at any time I might have been less than sympathetic when you talked about how much the trade affected you :(

Vlad and the Russians sounds like a cheesy 70's band. ;p

I totally understand now. Just like I knew you'd understand my hatred yesterday despite that homer. ;) I like Boonie, but I totally understand your thoughts and emotions now. ♥