Désolé

Dec 19, 2011 20:33

Title: Désolé
Rating: PG-13
Wordcount: 1300
Disclaimer: Not my boys. Kripke broke them long before I ever got to them.
Summary: Post 7x10 - Dean mixes his whiskey with the pills for his messed up leg and almost pulls a Jimi Hendrix.

Written for the Winter/Holiday themed Dean-focused h/c comment-fic meme on hoodie_time. Fill for 'Asphyxiation' on my hc_bingo card, which ( Read more... )

oneshot, commentfic, angst, dean, hurt/comfort, hc_bingo, supernatural, hurting dean is like crack to me, sam

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tcs1121 December 20 2011, 02:53:36 UTC
This was bleak and colorless--like Dean's life. One unpleasant sensation rolling into the next.

What was surprising to me was my reaction to Sam.

Poor Sam.

Sad all around, but very well done.

Again...

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purple_carpets December 20 2011, 11:34:29 UTC
I know! He's barely holding it together as it is, you really can't expect him to be nice to Dean.

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roque_clasique December 20 2011, 03:45:30 UTC
Oh, dang. So unflinching and bleak. I love it.

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purple_carpets December 20 2011, 11:35:57 UTC
Thank you :)

Also? YOU! I totally blame you for my muse's new default mode of painkillers? well, obviously Dean hurt his leg.

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maypoles December 20 2011, 03:53:01 UTC
That was wrenching and PERFECT. A great, all too believable portrait of s7!Dean.

Ad awww, I wouldn't worry about that. It really is just the time of year.

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purple_carpets December 20 2011, 11:37:37 UTC
I know it's just the time of year, I just get a little emo from time to time (and feel ridiculous about it the next morning) xD

S7!Dean is one of my favorite Deans, I think. ^^

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maypoles December 20 2011, 15:32:32 UTC
I'm adoring s7!Dean's headspace soooo much too. There are certain things about this season that I'm not a fan of, but whenever I think about Dean I LOVE EVERYTHING.

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mad_server December 20 2011, 05:11:50 UTC
OW MY HEART.

Succinct, hurty and emotionally true-seeming. Well DONE.

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purple_carpets December 20 2011, 11:38:01 UTC
Aw, wow, thanks so much <3

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juppschmitz December 20 2011, 09:14:00 UTC
...and it’s all kind of fitting with the way Dean’s life has lost all traces of color anyway.

Girl, what are you doing, making me cry at ten o'clock in the morning...

No matter what happens next on show, this is totally what happens in between. *wraps fic tight, hugs it and holds on to it*

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purple_carpets December 20 2011, 11:40:09 UTC
*wipes your tears away*

I'm still kinda hoping that this is where show will go. probably not gonna happen, but I still wanna see breakdown!Dean, mostly because Jensen would act the shit out of every scene.

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