this bullet had instructions for you, but i guess it had a mind of it's own.

[pureximage]

There's so many thoughts going through my head right now, it makes me so confused. I don't know what I want anymore, but then again it's not about me. I want so many things that aren't material items, I want a second chance at 7th and 8th grade. I feel like I missed out on a lot of friendships during those two years. I think I have a hard time

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[xoxstephiexox]

aw darling i'm sorry
be happy please !!!!
i really like you lots :)
(steph)
x_falling_apart
new journal...add if you want

[pureximage]

I like you lots too Steph!!
<33
I'm adding it.

[twistedk]

I love being your friend.
I love hanging out with you 'cause I always have the greatest time with you.
Janie's got a gun.
A gun?
Yeah... who's Janie?
It's a song.
I love whisking -n- making that pudding. I think we need to eat that.
:P
I just love everything about you.
GOSSIP!
:P
..oh oh..the volleyball games. I could never forget those!

I almost wore something that didn't match even more.
XP

I love you times 65498731684986!

G'bye for now.

[pureximage]

Haha, I love you Katie. We have so much fun together it's awesome, I love it more than you will ever know. I LOVE YOU

[oxfrench_kissxo]

oh my god-lol.What you just said like read my mind..its crazy. I feel the exact same way, I was almost guna post a journal entry bout that too, but i decided not too. I feel like the littlest things used to make me So happy- And now there are somet things that happened in 8th grade that i wana like go back and change. I couldnt help it-but it has pushed me away from the ppl i love the most. NOw i feel like its hard to make friends and im scared, and i dnt feel confident in my self anymore. My worst fear is ending up alone, and i would rahter be poor and dying than that. I care about my friends so much and it makes me feel like shit when they close the door on me. I think though- what i have came to , is that maybe im looking for something that isnt there. Maybe im tryin to hold on to somethin that used to be. UNfortuanly - u cnat go back in time, but what you can do is make the best of your years ahead. Sry-hehe
i think im guna go write in my journal now..but know that your not alone!
kay

[xhugznkissezo]

i dunno who you are but i get what you said bout the friendz closin doorz.. i get where your coming from nd* i really agree with what you jus said!

[pureximage]

I totally know where you are coming from Kay. Thanks for making that comment it made me feel a lot better :D
<3 loveya.

[xhugznkissezo]

i'm sorry that u missed out for 7th nd 8th grade.
i get where your coming from i did the same thing 8th gr.
i think every one wishs they could re-do thingz but sometimes
the best thing to do is jus go on living your life fuller nd funner than the last moment... i'm alwayz here for you nd* we'll be friendz for a reallllllll long tyme =) therez no way i'm loseing touch wit you ur jus too kewl! srry you didnt feel well in english i hope you get better real soon!

<3

[pureximage]

Awh, Cait! You are so awesome, and we ARE hanging out very soon.

[xhugznkissezo]

yah uh huh yes no doubt
haha so many wayz ta say YAH MAN!
=p

[candlelight_]

your cellphone was on a rampage. haha.

i love you . .

[pureximage]

Hah, it sure was. Crazy cellphones :D I love you.