Why can't I stop being bitter, now that I have the perfect reason to just let go?

[puppy528]

This entry is about women from my past (big surprise). I've been in a relationship for a while now, and I really, really enjoy it. I had pretty much given up on ever meeting someone quite like her, and then boom, one day she fell into my lap, and a whole dream sequence ensued. It's been mindboggling. And not in that novelty, you just think it's

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[boredgirl260]

This may seem crazy, and considering that I also have a habit of ruining things, you probably shouldn't listen to me, but...crazy idea- why not tell her all this? Everything contained in this entry, just spill it. Explain your behavior, maybe then she'll understand?? Just a thought...