It's 'bout time someone wrote something here.

[punkorganist]

I'm wondering if my deppression is worsening. I don't know. Like, I don't feel like my medicine is working as well. I certainly know that I am still depressed. Like I can tell it. It is in my subconcious. I know because when I sleep, I can hear what I am thinking, and it is a longing which speaks. Like most subconcious minds, it doesn't

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[elvin_ruler]

You probably need to change medications. Everyone reacts to them differently, and it isn't uncommon for the body to become used to and adapt to the medicine. This leads to either a switch of medications or the dosage being raised (which, if your body adapts to it well, isn't usually the best option). It's just like any other drug (upping dosages of crack, needing more pain meds, etc). I know several people have gone through several medications, trying to find something that works for them.

On the "meeting the right person" thing, it really is a matter of patience, sometimes. I know people who are coming up to their 30s and are just now getting married. But, with waiting, it's easier said than done. And I'm kind of being hypocritical because I'm getting rather impatient myself.

Anyways, good luck with it all.

[piratestef]

I don't know so much about the edication, but maybe this is the kick in the pants that you need to figure out "so, these are my morals--now why?" It helps to have a reason behind what you believe--it's that fire in your pants that keeps you going with it and sticking to it. It keeps you from being a wishy-washy nincompoop.

Sit, relax, do some thinking, talk to folks (go deeper than girls--I know you can survive without one for a while), read the Bible and a few other good books, pray about it...see what happens.

...either that or the Winter Premiere banners weren't pink enough or didn't contain enough bunnies in their (what I could only assume is elaborate) design.