gotta lotta heartache, hes a fuckin weasel

[punkiki]

so im sitting here listing to rufio... one slow dance.. me and seans song.. and it never made me feel like this.. i never got a knot in my stomach from hearing it. i love this song.. i love sean. i really fucking do. i would do anything just to be happy like i was with him again. he hates me though and "i hate him". well in school thats what i act

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[koapthesql]

i hate you too. =P

boys are stupid. and i can say that b/c back then i was stupid too. you're 16. and i'm 24. I'll tell you right now. Mr. Right is nowhere near you, just a bunch of stupid Mr. Wannabe Right Nows. believe me when I say that. I almost killed myself when I was 17 b/c I thought I lost "the one". I'm so glad I didn't. B/c now I look back and just laugh and say 'WHY.' when I think about her. heh.

honestly, i lived my life up to college just going out with my real friends and having fun. fill your life up with happy memories like that, b/c it'll be those memories you'll need to remind you later on that life is great.

[punkiki]

im *so* happy around my friends, but when its just me, everything hits me, all these things are in my head and it SUCKS i constantly need someone there for me or i go nuts.. it totally sucks, sometimes i feel like i have no one there.. and when im in school is sucks so bad, idk what to do.. :'(
<3 chelsey
+ i dont hate you, i love my sexy cali guy<3 *muah*

[amypluscharlie]

Aww hun I'm sorry about what happened. Men are assholes, my mommy taught me that when I was young haha. `,=c ] I'm here if you ever need to talk!
<3, Amy

[punkiki]

thanks hun. :(
theres too much going on now.
<3~*chelsey*

[amypluscharlie]

Aww your welcome. And I know what you mean... but I'm always here for you if you ever need someone to talk to or anything. Don't hesitate.

[punkiki]

thanks hunni<3 that means a lot. i like talking to you lol it makes me laugh.
love ya<3